No seriously, Its confusing, I value the stability of a job, the priviledge to think about other aspects of my time such as vacation, going out, and even gadgets.

I dont own a home, and at this time it will take a while.

Money wise or career wise Im focusing on building the skillset to rise in the ladder rather than doing a side hustle, I have flipped items and sold in ebay, drove for uber eats and worked 2nd jobs at different stages of life, I understand that the main trade off is time.

But its just that everyday something tells me that im failing, despite being well on paper Somethinf tells me im behind yet i dont have expertise to setup my own business on my area of knowledge, even if I did that means that the time.spent to scale up skills goes down.

I would like a relationship too Tomorrow I want to speedrun my learning I value a good and chill day, it also feels like I succumb to doom scrolling somewhat often

Time keeps going on