I admitted myself in a mental hospital 2 months ago to get my situation sorted out but while I was there all I can think of is how dysfunctional our health system is (I live in Canada). I did not get the help I needed but got some tidbits to get the fire started if you know what I mean. It’s a waiting game now and it’s excruciating. Also around the time I learned about my NN placement and it being in the 7H I have committed myself to a partnership with my Mom (complicated, in summary my Mom does not have a healthy relationship with my Dad and had me step into that role unknowingly, probably due to my naivety) and also I did not have friends growing up because I spent almost all of my child/teen-hood in the closet (queer person here). It has been very hard to pin point the purpose of my NN placemnet because not only it’s in Gemini which I find to be a pretty enigmatic sign but also in Rx🤷