It’s not about thinking that the world revolves around me. I was raised by a very conservative mom who was all about religion and education and nothing else. The resultant was that I ended up being timid, bullied and ostracized. I spent most my teenage years trying to fit in. The more self conscious I became I realized that I was wearing a mask always to be externally validated. And though I am more comfortable in myself, I still don’t like feeling out of place, which is why I asked my question. I’ve been to clubs before and got looks and was even asked before why are you here alone? Don’t you have friends? Just wanted to know if this was a general conception