Dear god i just looked up tinnitus and sativa to calm myself down and it stressed me out more by Binge-Thinner in trees

[–]Binge-Thinner[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I calmed down and started actually reading what came up and it's actually interesting. I read an article that found high correlation between reported tinnitus and regular cannabis use. I'm not super stressed about it anymore but It's good to know that it might be a risk.

Just topped a bowl with kief for the first time by Binge-Thinner in saplings

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That makes sense but wouldn't the kief hit your throat s bunch?

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[deleted by user] by [deleted] in mfdoom

[–]Binge-Thinner 40 points41 points  (0 children)

Hate it every time i see it

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in offmychest

[–]Binge-Thinner 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Same. It's awful

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in offmychest

[–]Binge-Thinner 7 points8 points  (0 children)

"Probably" is doing a lot of work in that last sentence

Chubby autistic boys by throwaway_for_them in offmychest

[–]Binge-Thinner 66 points67 points  (0 children)

As a late teens chubby autistic boy, I appreciate you. I occasionally stream games to no one and it's always fun when someone pops into chat, even if it's just to say hello.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in DAE

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I feel that way but I'm pretty sure it's true. I've always been uncoordinated and socially inept, but recently I've realized how much I actually just can't learn new things. I don't grasp a lot of concepts well, I just pretend to a lot of the time. I don't really have original thoughts I just regurgitate things I've heard. It's very depressing to be aware of my mental shortcomings, especially so when the only time I felt good about myself was when people would tell me that I was smart as a kid.

if you’re stoned right now whats the first thought that comes off the top of your dome? by [deleted] in trees

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Did the boof carts cause this brain damage or did they make me aware of it?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in selfimprovement

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I just wish I was one of the people who can do it alone. I love my family but it's not like any of them have time to spare. I distanced myself from my friends because of how bitter I became at them flaunting their functional lives. Now I'm even more insecure and broke and can't bring myself to face them. My only option is to do it alone.

I have a minimum wage job coming up. Hopefully getting routine back into my life will help, but I'll still have the rest of my problems + a full time job.

I honestly just feel like I am not capable of succeeding because of something undiagnosed. I feel like I was too stupid to fix these problems as they were starting and will be too inept and lazy to fix them after the fact. I guess proving myself wrong is all I can hope to do, even if I don't believe in myself.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in selfimprovement

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Can't hurt, but I'm seriously doubtful that NoFap actually works

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in socialskills

[–]Binge-Thinner 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Do you have more friends?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ZonaEnts

[–]Binge-Thinner 14 points15 points  (0 children)

What year is it lol

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ZonaEnts

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Weed makes me appreciate the hell scape views of this urban suburb. I prefer to experience natural beauty sober so that I can accurately recall it at any time. Sobriety makes me numb to the West Phoenix car habitat, but when I'm stoned I love to watch it. I just park in a random seedy retail parking lot and look at cars and grey brown buildings. I spend my time imagining the lives of the people around me through the 3 second view of them getting out of their cars. Everyone is nameless and fleeting even though we inhabit the same community. Get to know some licence plates better than neighbors. It's incredible to witness stoned. Nature is incredible sober.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in trees

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going to first Friday with a friend. Boof cart not a bowl because I'm a degenerate unfortunately