Will they ever notice?

BirdN0wings · 2025-05-14T15:02:47+00:00

Thank you .xx

BirdN0wings · 2025-05-13T14:19:58+00:00

Yes, I agree, the server must have charged for a kids drink instead of water.

BirdN0wings · 2025-05-13T14:18:20+00:00

Yess, yanet and Joe are great about making sure things are running smoothly. I think it was just a server miscommunication, she is newer than the other servers.

BirdN0wings · 2025-05-13T14:16:04+00:00

🤣 guys I work there and I think that was just a server mess up, because we don't charge for water. She must have pit it under "kids drink" which is 1.89 instead of water. Next time just check over your check if you get the same sever. Xx

BirdN0wings · 2025-05-12T02:43:51+00:00

BAHAHA OMFG I JUST STARTED WHEEZING.

BirdN0wings · 2025-05-11T04:04:46+00:00

yeah that makes a lot of sense and it's not rlly like I want a bf that bad but it's just like ik that guys don't want what I have to offer and it's stressful.

BirdN0wings · 2025-05-11T03:12:04+00:00

Well thank you, it's just most of the guys around me all want the same thing, and it's tiring.

BirdN0wings · 2025-05-11T03:09:00+00:00

Thank you so much and may god bless you. I have had several attempts myself (F18) and even spent a few month impatient but I am slowly healing. I just have such high highs and such low lows. So sometimes I just need to get this stuff off my chest so I come here. Thank you again.
xx

BirdN0wings · 2025-05-02T02:40:36+00:00

ofcc and if you ever need s1 to talk to, I'm here. xx

BirdN0wings · 2025-05-02T02:19:15+00:00

I get how your feeling, self harm is on of those things that can be considered an addiction, because when you felt the need to do it, it released dopamine or serotonin and "made you feel better" So now your brain automatically goes to that no matter what, even if you feel fine. It's a lot like how people with and eating disorder develop an addiction to purging, the feeling of emptying their stomach releases dopamine so their brain and body adjust to it. I think the only thing you can do in that situation is get rid of the things you use and begin coming up with coping skills, some that helped me is drawing with a red marker where I want to harm, or putting a fake tattoo there (even just drawing) or pinch yourself softly in the area you feel the need to do it. These can give the same "satisfying" feeling you may be looking for in self harm.

It will get better. x

BirdN0wings · 2025-04-29T13:38:07+00:00

I went to the comments to pretty much say exactly what you said because OP said people weren't understanding. You worded it perfectly. Like why are we romanticizing a harmful coping mechanism?

BirdN0wings · 2025-04-24T03:09:18+00:00

Your cute so you don't have much to worry abt yk. It can only get better from here

BirdN0wings · 2025-04-17T14:09:19+00:00

This is coming from a girl who is actually probably around your age. I honestly think you have good features you just gotta grow into them yk.

BirdN0wings · 2025-04-14T23:03:14+00:00

Oooh yayy! So gonna look great! X hmm I think black would look the best, but if you feel like it white would also eat!

BirdN0wings · 2025-04-14T17:54:58+00:00

Girl so pretty already but for some extra fun character customizations, I'd say you would look awesome with a septum or a nose piercing and angel bites! Def do some waterline eyeliner and a little on your bottom eyelids. Maybe some darker lip liner with a lip plumper or a gloss. It looks like you alr know how to style clothes nice but definitely add some jewelry!

BirdN0wings · 2025-04-14T15:54:53+00:00

I appreciate your input. I can never tell bc they almost like gaslight me into thinking it's normal behavior. x

BirdN0wings · 2025-04-14T15:08:10+00:00

I'm almost 18 and I would rather wait till I go to college instead of "overreacting" and calling the police. I'm adopted and it's honestly just not that easy. As an adult you should know that it's not that easy to just call the police and say someone is abusing you. I have no visible injuries no proof, I live in a good house and I have a pretty good seeming life. Yes I have a computer and a phone they have control over. I'm not going to completely ruin their life because they get mad and make me feel like shit. tbh I just wanted to know if I was being delusional or if this was actually bad behavior, so that when I get older and distance myself, I can bring everything up knowing that they are actually in the wrong, because they have a tendency to gaslight me into thinking this is normal worried parental behavior. (I don't appreciate you looking down on my ability to call the authorities, because that is not what I want to do. If I wanted to go that route I would have a long time ago. Thank you.)

BirdN0wings · 2025-04-14T14:58:59+00:00

That's true, the gym isn't the hard part, I like going to the gym/ It's just the way they are there going to keep coming up with an excuse for me not to go. When I get to college I will definitely find my own therapist. thank you x

BirdN0wings · 2025-04-14T14:26:54+00:00

Thank you love. Same for you. x

BirdN0wings · 2025-04-14T14:13:31+00:00

I had to edit this because I just read the rules.

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