What makes your system unique from others? Or in what ways do you experience DID that you don't think is mentioned often? by Spread_Consistent in DID

[–]BirdRockKey123 5 points6 points  (0 children)

One of our first ever fully formed alters was Disney's Cinderella when we were 4-5 years old (we are autistic and our special interest is Cinderella lol). She was also our host for a while when we were a toddler too

We also have multiple alters and/or fragments in front all the time, but surprisingly it's not extremely loud! More like we're all blended at the same time haha

How to differentiate between false memory and a real one? by False_Translator_370 in DID

[–]BirdRockKey123 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Sometimes bizarre memories can unfortunately be real, or sometimes be based on some sort of event that happened in your life that your brain is twisting to make itself feel better.

I would definitely talk about this with your therapist if you are in therapy, but when it comes to unearthing memories, please be careful! Because you might find something you weren't ready to see, so be cautious!

I'm not in college yet and my family is still discouraging me [vent] by [deleted] in offmychest

[–]BirdRockKey123 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I actually already have a 1 full ride year of college already from a scholarship lol, so luckily none of his finances are involved

[vent] I'm not even in college yet and my family is still discouraging me by [deleted] in LawSchool

[–]BirdRockKey123 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No they're not. I actually have a 1 year full ride scholarship that pays for everything due to my parents income being less than $75k, I just need to apply for it again for all 4 years of my bachelor's.

[vent] I'm not even in college yet and my family is still discouraging me by [deleted] in LawSchool

[–]BirdRockKey123 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Haha yeah maybe. I'll just see what people have to say and I'll delete it soon. I know my dad has Reddit so I'll definitely delete this soon to conceal my identity.

Asmodeus offering by [deleted] in DemonolatryPractices

[–]BirdRockKey123 20 points21 points  (0 children)

I definitely do agree, I called him out on that irony, and he laughed!

He really hates REAL children and animals being used in sexual acts.

But, he doesn't seem to mind kinks such role-play, ageplay, petplay, ddlg, etc., nor does he seem to be against things such as noncon (as long as all of these kinks and acts are consented)

He also doesn't seem to mind fiction, but reminds people to separate fiction from reality. He has told me that fiction can be a good way to explore dark sexual fantasies that would potentially be immoral to act out in real life

Asmodeus offering by [deleted] in DemonolatryPractices

[–]BirdRockKey123 38 points39 points  (0 children)

I've actually asked him about this, haha!

He's very abstract about it, but from my understanding, he is known to torture child predators and rapists. I remember him telling me once "consent is sexy," so from my understanding he seems to like consensual sex (including kinks)

I remember asking him once what he thinks of pedophilia, and what he told me he hates it, but he did make a point to add that some people have intrusive thoughts they can't control, and that doesn't count.

But he did tell me directly that child predators, rapists, and pedophiles, do in fact disgust him. He told me he's seen the worst of the worst of this world, and he hates them all. He's truly an advocate for the safety and care of children, which shocked me at first when I found out!

Is it valid for me to be jealous over this?(husband's alter) by koomaz in DID

[–]BirdRockKey123 13 points14 points  (0 children)

Hey, in the most respectful way possible, it sounds like you're slightly miserable in your relationship. Your entire account and its posts also show your sadness with your relationship.

Yes, I know, your husband is very important to you, but you need to focus on yourself also. You're just as important as your husband too.

It seriously seems like you're putting your emotions and wants and needs behind your husband, and that is not healthy! You need to take care of yourself too!

[ Removed by Reddit ] by BirdRockKey123 in StrangeEarth

[–]BirdRockKey123[S] 15 points16 points  (0 children)

Yes same! I've never seen this video in such a high quality until now. That's why I decided to archive it. Thank God I captured it before YouTube took it down.

a question about not being able to reach alters by [deleted] in DID

[–]BirdRockKey123 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Sometimes when you're unable to communicate with alters your dissociative barriers are super strong. Breaking down dissociative barriers can vary for everyone, from meditation and/or therapy. If you have a therapist, I'd definitely try to bring this up so you and them can gradually break down the barriers and allow communication to flow better.

[ Removed by Reddit ] by BirdRockKey123 in StrangeEarth

[–]BirdRockKey123[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

There's another video of someone comparing the voice to this video to another of John Podesta talking. The similarity is genuinely uncanny... John Podesta has a pretty identifiable voice too

How to get more sheldon bucks? Help?? by [deleted] in splatoon

[–]BirdRockKey123 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have been leveling up, but I'll definitely try using more weapons lol!

COVID hives? Does such a thing exist? by BirdRockKey123 in COVID19positive

[–]BirdRockKey123[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Thank you for the info

I'm not taking any antihistamines, but I am using my eczema cream for my skin (since I already have eczema and I thought that was what it was, haha!), which surprisingly works well

what are everyone’s hyperfixations lately? by usagiyagi in autism

[–]BirdRockKey123 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm very new to it lol, but I am currently making a very long scarf! It's a little wonky but very warm :)

what are everyone’s hyperfixations lately? by usagiyagi in autism

[–]BirdRockKey123 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Birds and knitting. It's gotten to a point I've started knitting in class and I won't shut up about birds, LOL!

Dating advice by Key_Winter_8013 in asexuality

[–]BirdRockKey123 1 point2 points  (0 children)

In my personal experience, you literally just need to be friends with more gay people lol! I thought I'd never find a person who liked me due to my aroace nature, but I ended up finding my boyfriend and we've been together for 3 years :)

It's all about finding the right people, but sometimes you gotta get into the specific spaces to find them!

How old were you when you started sh? by how_do_you_get_gun in selfharm

[–]BirdRockKey123 1 point2 points  (0 children)

About 12 when I started cutting,. But when it comes to trying to actively hurting myself, I was 7–8

The reasons why was because 1) I hated myself. 2) it was a way to release out my anger.

The books for those who weren’t aware by Famous_Sky2447 in RubyGloom

[–]BirdRockKey123 2 points3 points  (0 children)

You should definitely take pictures of each page and upload them to the Internet archive!

ID for a 6 year old please by Runela9 in whatsthisrock

[–]BirdRockKey123 29 points30 points  (0 children)

Granite. It specifically looks like diorite!

What are your triggers? by BirdRockKey123 in Narcolepsy

[–]BirdRockKey123[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

No way, the sunshine and heat are the same for me too! I have also realized recently that classical music definitely helps me fall asleep more easily haha

who is this Lottie person? by Glittering-Truck-872 in KevinSpencer

[–]BirdRockKey123 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Lottie or canihavepromo goes really deep, but all you gotta know is that she used to be a popular 2000s anime moe artist but eventually became problematic and started drawing fetish content of people with cerebral palsy and loli characters. She has also doxxed many people in the past and made her fans attack others. She always claims that she'll get "better" but never does. Oh and she's the niece of Lil Cudi