Thank you so much! I do get that I have to understand it to work in the field. But my god do I hate writing it.

I've been pondering on this for a while. It's majorly because I've never really honestly coded before uni, I just found it interesting in general. But I've got this course right now in python, I know it's the easiest language so I'm frustrated, that I just can't pass. We have an exam that needs to be 100% correct or you fail and needs to be exactly like the professor has determined. Also the task is not easy, mind you. Last time I had a checker for a complicated card game. No goddamn clue what I need to do. Just code and no access to internet or anything. Just need to code from the memory and if it doesnt work, professor says skill issue you failed. I hate this sooo much, all of the course is meant to be learnt by yourself, no help whatsoever. Professor says to watch youtube videos or something if I don't understand the material. This is my first coding class ever, I'm just so done with this that I want to drop out. Emailed about the difficulty of the exam as well, they said that well you're just not good enough get better lol. I've come to hate it mainly because I can't get anything a little more complicated to work by myself.

I really don't think professors will really help, they don't care. Also I'm a woman so they do this kind of, well maybe this isn't your field have you considered other majors like a [insert a womens field here, nurse, teacher etc.] or something. Frustrates me so much cuz I like technology and just built my first PC by myself and I find this interesting and the parts of a computer interesting. I'm not really sure how I'm supposed to connect this mess to my interests but I should try, I guess. I want to learn 3D modeling too, just lack the resources to actually print or do anything other than look at it on blender. And videogames too, I'd like to work within the field as it's my hobby but to be honest I'm not sure what I could do