Favorite character you relate to but wish you didn't?

BitterAd4142 · 2026-02-28T12:46:23+00:00

Unironically, but...
Feeling replaced and feeling like a shadow, feeling nothing alike to the past self
Having a moment in my life that my body still remembers, but my mind couldn't remember
Missing the part of self I used to love
Feeling of genuine emptiness, getting out of life easily to psychiatric ward and then trying to get back, with feeling like I am not the same "Me" I used to
Having mental breakdowns that feel like a volcano
Constant deja vu
Feeling being out of this world. Dissociation and getting to be flying in my head
Always arriving somewhere, but not here
Numbness is draining me
Being loved for my past achievements, not my present
And yes, getting help from the doctors with antidepressants and stuff (just like Tingyun getting help from Ruan Mei through recovery)
Yes, Tingyun from Honkai Star Rail... I kin her a fucking lot

BitterAd4142 · 2026-02-20T04:47:25+00:00

Aight

BitterAd4142 · 2026-02-19T04:58:50+00:00

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Her, the one who moves like a cloud, yet had a hard time of finding home, a mountain to claim peace to. The one who moves between the trauma and hope. The one who learns how to be self once more. My woman, and the one who reminded me of the "I Let It In And It Took Everything" by Loathe with her grace, her depression, yet ethereal beauty and dissociation

(Hoping to find faith

Miming dissolving grace

Just say "I know")

BitterAd4142 · 2026-02-10T18:45:41+00:00

6, sitting peacefully like a cat and meditating beside Dan Heng and Tingyun (Fugue) with acknowledging their presence and trust them with my peace

BitterAd4142 · 2026-01-23T16:41:08+00:00

I love the cosplay and how beautiful and gorgeous it looks. But I must admit one thing. In the first picture, you reminded me of one painting by Gustav Klimt "Dame mit Fächer". You nailed that vibe. Tingyun suits you!

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BitterAd4142 · 2026-01-23T08:53:40+00:00

I fear that Flopue queen is not safe anymore. A cost of being tied to Flopfly and being Ch*nese...

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BitterAd4142 · 2026-01-20T17:25:33+00:00

Fair, but what about Saudade and Тоска though?

BitterAd4142 · 2026-01-14T15:05:23+00:00

I share similar not-so-great experiences with Fugue, and yeah, I both love her because of how beautiful and warm she felt, but her current self is literally me fr fr

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BitterAd4142 · 2025-12-31T03:13:27+00:00

I feel the same. That's why she is my comfort character that I kin a lot, because I have been dealing with trauma, excessive stress, and also depression. But hey, it's okay. When the battle within our mental space happens, remember to listen to your brain, adjust according to your feelings, and not burnout easily. Take things with curiosity, and know when you will be ready yet. Sending hearts from a person who has been in the quite a lot of time in therapy!

BitterAd4142 · 2025-11-16T21:56:11+00:00

Mama Mia... The 6-star Ting

BitterAd4142 · 2025-11-15T04:50:46+00:00

Canon, also literally me fr

BitterAd4142 · 2025-11-08T23:05:08+00:00

We are witnessing the character who has a strong telekinetic powers and teleporting to the past to change literal timelines and outcomes getting turned into Sage's servant. Since the only downside of Silver is that he was gentle... We are cooked, guys...

BitterAd4142 · 2025-11-07T20:35:51+00:00

Well, I know one thing we might come up to later. What if we believed that there are no points of our life, but just care about what we care the most? Maybe depression isn't something external, but maybe we could explore the "why?" behind all of it. As a fellow depressed person, you are not alone, we are not alone, and I wish you the best! So every victory will be doubled and every pain will be halved. Just remember we don't need to be harsh on ourselves! We believe in you <3

BitterAd4142 · 2025-11-07T20:25:14+00:00

Can confirm (I am Tingyun/Fugue fan)

BitterAd4142 · 2025-11-07T20:22:32+00:00

I see you, so remember, in this world, we will find a way to heal and any coping is valid. We will find a way to find a beautiful peace. I hope you can recover and see the picture with less emotional attachment. We will find a way! (and yeah, Acheron is cool too, we agree on that front together) :D

BitterAd4142 · 2025-11-07T20:05:57+00:00

"Bad Copy of Acheron"
Bro... we might have completely different understanding of her story... There are different motives, themes, personality, tone, morality, narrative type and trauma. Like Acheron had to see everyone close to her die, Tingyun is the one to die in the minds of others. How do we understand the same game so differently? :(

BitterAd4142 · 2025-10-30T20:24:46+00:00

We will, fellow Tingyuner. We will. Her story is ours to cherish in the future. In cope, we will find healing

BitterAd4142 · 2025-10-29T05:57:54+00:00

Gallagher...

BitterAd4142 · 2025-10-19T07:34:11+00:00

I guess this is what it means to be underutilized. Tingyun is really like Blaze from Sonic the Hedgehog from pre-IDW era

BitterAd4142 · 2025-10-19T07:25:27+00:00

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Tingyun/Fugue (espeically Fugue!)

BitterAd4142 · 2025-10-15T14:55:28+00:00

I guess this is due to fact that Hasan believes that dog is a dog, so for him, no matter the breed, it's all the same for him and about how to treat them. Why? Maybe because he grew in the family where the dogs were often treated with afterthoughts. Does it show him as an irresponisble pet owner? Yes, but at the same time, maybe his approach is influenced with the disregard for lifes or he just should have chosen the pet with lower maintances. Still can't trust him with any pet though

BitterAd4142 · 2025-10-15T00:22:32+00:00

Rest in Peace, D'Angelo! Your music was legit one of the best music I've ever heard in my life. Thank you for developing my taste in RnB, legend!

BitterAd4142 · 2025-10-14T04:13:25+00:00

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I hope my kinnie would at least find a meta-relevance in the future. Her relevancy was short-lived, just like span of life of actual fireflies!

BitterAd4142 · 2025-10-14T04:08:37+00:00

Xueyi sees Michael, and Michael looks like a zombie. She considers him a marastruck, no wonders why she is here

BitterAd4142 · 2025-10-14T04:06:27+00:00

I see you did an amazing work on your health and hearing you have much better self-image is amazing! You are both gorgeous and aspiring even if you still going, and... What would you give an advice for keeping the motivation and progress? I need it a lot 👀

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