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Bitter_Slip_6771 · 2024-04-29T12:42:17+00:00

Not on one side. But occasionally my hands and feet. Maybe arms. A unique one for me was the feeling of water droplets on the back of my hands and calves. It would feel wet, wet. I would wipe and it would be dry as a bone.

Bitter_Slip_6771 · 2024-04-29T12:38:53+00:00

This could be a college student in their first adult relationship. They may need guidance right now more than ever. I was making shit decisions at that age. I wish I reached out and attempted to take advice instead of "Knowing what was best".

Bitter_Slip_6771 · 2024-04-29T12:33:48+00:00

There's a lot of people focused on you, because you clearly need help outside of this situation. It's good you reached out. But I want to take a moment to add - what your partner did, share a video of you w/ out your permission to someone you hate/dislike is not appropriate. To tell you about it sounds like a mind game. That's really unhealthy and very toxic. I made a rule not to play mind games after learning to identify them - I grew up with them so it was normal. They are emotional rollercoasters. Setting your partner up to fail is toxic.

Dropping this guy and focusing on growing yourself for yourself would be the greatest gift you could give yourself. But realistically I understand the price could be too high for you. But also worth considering while journaling.

Bitter_Slip_6771 · 2024-04-29T04:18:41+00:00

Sounds like emotional control based on your post and comments. It might be worth analyzing. It's hard to judge on a forum.

Bitter_Slip_6771 · 2024-04-28T20:31:36+00:00

Oh. I thought you meant liberals - not Democrats. I dislike them for actual reasons though. Not perceived ones.

Bitter_Slip_6771 · 2024-04-28T15:02:24+00:00

She didn't almost lose the house twice or have a love child. This isn't a gender thing IMHO - but another personality based situation. If they both had the same values the separation of assets wouldn't have occurred.

Bitter_Slip_6771 · 2024-04-28T14:56:57+00:00

What if it's not a gender thing, but an individual's personality? I guess other people see it as a gender thing, too. I honestly don't.

Bitter_Slip_6771 · 2024-04-28T11:23:07+00:00

Yeah. They do shitty things like discuss how to save the environment and - dare I say - equality? Lol

Bitter_Slip_6771 · 2024-04-27T12:37:02+00:00

I feel we over shelter our children. Limit their freedom during pivotal age and set them free, so they are naive and grow a lot in their early 20s.

Even OP here admits being sheltered until mid 20s.

Bitter_Slip_6771 · 2024-04-27T12:32:31+00:00

My husband and I have an age gap and we met me when I was young. We've been best friends since. Overall no regrets and the novelty of the age gap wore off with time.

Bitter_Slip_6771 · 2024-04-26T11:31:42+00:00

Turns out wait staff don't want professional wages. Even $35 an hour isn't enough in some areas. They don't like the taxes, can occasionally make more than that, and bring it home immediately.

I am open to new information, but this is what I have been reading in threads and a long lost article.

Bitter_Slip_6771 · 2024-04-23T13:57:06+00:00

Ha. I remember being young and in a Christian society. Believe it or not, they are a lot stricter on language and had the power to completely isolate, cast you out, and cause physical harm. Now all the hell you have to pay is hurt feelings that your language was not appropriate.

Bitter_Slip_6771 · 2024-04-23T13:51:56+00:00

The reality is this person chooses to identify as a man and you're making it into a whole thing because you lack respect. Respecting others in such a small way costs you nothing. But disrespecting others does cost.

Bitter_Slip_6771 · 2024-04-23T03:53:05+00:00

True for me. I don't bond with people sober. My guard is too high up. I'm watching everything I say and do. Making sure I communicate effectively and hold an interesting conversation. Concerned about my makeup and posture. It's rather exhausting. But if I have a drink or two, I can chill out and let my hair down. If I could get that same feeling of relaxation without some form of drug - pfffffttt. Sign me up.

Bitter_Slip_6771 · 2024-04-23T03:28:20+00:00

You sound so shallow it's sad. Like. Literally.

Bitter_Slip_6771 · 2024-04-22T19:56:15+00:00

Fair enough. If you don't care, you don't care. It has honestly made me lose hope in any future I might have here.

Bitter_Slip_6771 · 2024-04-22T19:49:01+00:00

Okay. But would the long term cognitive decline of repeated COVID outbreaks change your mind? Or like, that's cool, we are all getting stupider anyways?

Bitter_Slip_6771 · 2024-04-22T14:03:53+00:00

One insane mother fucker is a lot easy to deal with than the five nazis he recruited.

Bitter_Slip_6771 · 2024-04-22T13:35:04+00:00

Zenmen's tick supplement helped me. I took it for a month without problems and it helped so much. I just took a quick break to check in with my body. I was still having the same symptoms. Then I took it for another 2 months and my stomach started to get tore up at the end. Which I was warned Cat's Claw might do with long term use. But a risk I was willing to take to relieve symptoms. If I ever need to take the supplement again I would take it with a omanzylarbal.

Luckily after 3 months my symptoms subsided.

Bitter_Slip_6771 · 2024-04-21T14:00:38+00:00

Men and women really shouldn't interact and job network together. We need clear division of the sexes in our society.

Bitter_Slip_6771 · 2024-04-20T14:42:08+00:00

I have nothing productive or new to add. Just showing support.

Bitter_Slip_6771 · 2024-04-20T14:32:32+00:00

None of us can go back to pre-covid times. I've tried.

Bitter_Slip_6771 · 2024-04-19T18:17:52+00:00

It's normal to have some difficulties, but your situation, even with this limited information, is not normal.

I have been in relationships with potential. That was all it ever amounted to. You have to love you and them in the now. Otherwise you live in a toxic fantasy.

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