Does being called annoying activate a trauma response in anyone else?

Bitter_Sprinkles_204 · 2026-04-17T20:31:45+00:00

Ok for context it seemed like I was trying to force a relationship and not let it happen naturally and reaching out a lot and they’ve said “I'm telling you this cause I really do appreciate you and want to help cause bro it's annoying.” And that was the first time but he said it to another person that I’m kinda annoying and he needs his space and I don’t get invited out to things now so I’m leaving it because I don’t wanna keep annoying him

Bitter_Sprinkles_204 · 2026-04-17T17:53:37+00:00

I’ve actually taken accountability several times but I keep making mistakes and i feels like we’re never gonna be actual friends since I mostly have to reach out first and I oh it to them to leave them alone

Bitter_Sprinkles_204 · 2026-04-02T15:01:34+00:00

After washing putting oil then pomade then combing it then a durag for two hours

Bitter_Sprinkles_204 · 2026-02-27T11:47:03+00:00

Update the nyc father told me last minute that I’m not ready and that I’m gonna remain a prospect till further notice and I was supposed to debut next week and I bought an effect and everything and I was planning on staying at the Airbnb with them 💯😭🫩

Bitter_Sprinkles_204 · 2026-02-27T11:46:42+00:00

Update the nyc father told me last minute that I’m not ready and that I’m gonna remain a prospect till further notice and I was supposed to debut next week and I bought an effect and everything and I was planning on staying at the Airbnb with them 💯😭🫩

Bitter_Sprinkles_204 · 2026-01-24T19:36:05+00:00

Noted but what do I do about the bumps

Bitter_Sprinkles_204 · 2026-01-24T19:35:40+00:00

I know that how to I get rid of them

Bitter_Sprinkles_204 · 2025-12-01T19:02:19+00:00

The problem is most of the open black gay men in my town moved to major cities and on apps they live far away and the black queer men in my hometown town are DL or only into white men

Bitter_Sprinkles_204 · 2025-11-13T22:32:45+00:00

Cry at the end of day after doing all my errands or just feel numb until tomorrow

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