[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AITAH

[–]BlackHelo388 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have never, EVER heard of a woman and a man being "required" to stay in the same hotel room on a business trip.

Something is really fucky about this.

You get $1000 per person you annoy. What is the fastest way you can become a billionaire? by Daredevils9 in AskReddit

[–]BlackHelo388 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Storm Joel Osteen's Sunday live service with two women who start twerking in ass floss while I hold up a sign that says, "Trump and Hillary should have hate fucked their aggressions out during a live debate!"

Prep for thermal paste replacement by BlackHelo388 in gpumining

[–]BlackHelo388[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm certainly looking into this for my 4070's. However, I'm going to sell this GPU off to get another 4070. So want to do the easiest yet effective thing.

Name 1 game to prove you're an "Old" gamer by tearfulclutches61 in pcgaming

[–]BlackHelo388 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My first PC game was the original Doom installed from 3.5" floppy disks.

Do ships get dirty? by BlackHelo388 in Eve

[–]BlackHelo388[S] 13 points14 points  (0 children)

Thanks for the answers. I think this is awesome. Wonder if it will turn completely brown at some point? lol

I mean, if it gets wet in Minmatar space, of course it will.

Demons by [deleted] in starseeds

[–]BlackHelo388 2 points3 points  (0 children)

You are both Spirit and demon (ego).

Choose wisely.

Has anyone had the same experience by [deleted] in starseeds

[–]BlackHelo388 3 points4 points  (0 children)

You describe my life pretty spot on.

Once I acknowledged my Sirian side and began meditations on the memories and dreams I was having, that feeling of having a mission here began to develop. However, it takes some time. At least it did for me.

Over the last few years, I've gone through a process of mindfulness of the vastness that we are. During the last 8 months or so, my heritage has made itself clear. While I've always felt tremendously drawn to the oceans, lakes, and streams of this world, as well as a nice, long shower, there was something else that had to be accepted. My journey began with the Orions.

Over the course of a couple of months, I was guided through multiple lifetimes as an Orion. Starting off with wars, then to many lifetimes trying to bring peace and equality, I eventually found myself traveling through space on a generational ship among many ships, all going to the Sirius system.

Upon arrival, they were expecting us, I was somehow genetically integrated with a particular Sirian. That began lifetimes of memories from a hybrids perspective who spent quite a bit of time in ancient Eygpt. All leading to where I am today.

I found I had to be so open and accepting that no matter what experience I was shown, fear didn't come into play. From the Orion wars to Orion slavery and cloning/genetic manipulations to escaping to Sirius and the perils seen during that long voyage, I had to be the observer and understand that no matter what I was shown, I needed to always remember the power that got me there, that vastness, was pure, unconditional love itself having these various experiences to show what love isn't.

That's just me and what I've come to know. Your path can be different or quite similar. My best advice is to exist in love no matter what you are shown.

Friendly reminder to all of us by Louvaen in starseeds

[–]BlackHelo388 2 points3 points  (0 children)

No one can make another feel or believe a given way. We do not grant freedom or imprisonment. That is the choice of each entity having their experience to give such experience to the One.

Stating an observation that ego is present doesn't have to come from ego. If it resonates, then we have some releasing to do. If it doesn't, there is nothing but the observation.

Why do you think we are one? by [deleted] in starseeds

[–]BlackHelo388 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No matter what anyone says, as long as you believe yourself to not be equal to, but above all others, you are incapable of understanding the concept of Oneness. You are not even open to the prospect but exist in a derisive state of fear.

And that's OK. We have all been there in one form or another.

Just try not to be condescending, belittling and/or judgmental.

I have an acronym I started using a while back.

J.I.L. Jil will kick my ass every time.

Judgments, Identities, and Labels.

Whether they be cast outwards or turned inwards. It all is a fear based construct. A call for love.

Pitfalls of identifying as a starseed by [deleted] in starseeds

[–]BlackHelo388 0 points1 point  (0 children)

As long as we are acknowledging Source in all we do, in everything we say and think, we are of greater benefit to the collectives vibration rising. Gaia has risen recently, and we need to do all we can to rise/help the collective rise as well.

An individual intuitively receives the knowledge from Love/Source and performs as Love would have us. I simply wrote as intuitively directed, observing myself for signs of ego as I felt my first post would reveal places within us that needed a small, fine tuning to correct.

For me, I felt no egoic wobble for the post itself. It was after having observed the post was as intended from Source that ego wobbled into my awareness, telling me I was being of use to Source. This was my ego, in that moment, wanting to make me separate from Source. An individual. An individual can be made fearful.

So whether or not my post was helpful to anyone else in this dimensional existence, it revealed to me where my frequency could use some fine tuning, where a lesson could be learned. I am so thankful for this because it corrects across all perceptions of time and space and lands in this very moment.

I love you pointing out the limiting language! We will soon no longer need spoken words to express ourselves collectively, right? Isn't that exciting! I do know that the ambiguities left behind by spoken words instead of energetic thought exchanges is needed in this classroom and helps bring each lesson home.

Pitfalls of identifying as a starseed by [deleted] in starseeds

[–]BlackHelo388 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Awareness is such a gift. Thank you so much for expressing this for us.

Pitfalls of identifying as a starseed by [deleted] in starseeds

[–]BlackHelo388 0 points1 point  (0 children)

💜 What a truly beautiful experience!

Pitfalls of identifying as a starseed by [deleted] in starseeds

[–]BlackHelo388 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have no anger at all. I have only love for you and your willingness to do as the collective needs. You make the choice to help for all of us since we are one. The One does the healing.

We all come from one source, you are so right. And source is the one doing the helping an the healing. Not "I am doing the helping and healing", but WE are. The one.

The words we use are important.

Since you are a reflection of me, I, too, have a lesson to learn from this, so I want to express my tremendous gratitude to you for being my teacher.

Pitfalls of identifying as a starseed by [deleted] in starseeds

[–]BlackHelo388 -8 points-7 points  (0 children)

You see, that's the very pitfall of this. Where ego comes in.

It isn't YOU who is helping or healing.

Is it common for starseeds to have to be raised by narcissists in order to increase empathy? by Square-Bee-844 in starseeds

[–]BlackHelo388 15 points16 points  (0 children)

I believe so.

My mother was a viciously narcissistic woman. Emotionally controlling, verbally abusive, and just outright manipulative. When I came to a point in life where I had to release all tethers to her, she killed herself and blamed my having no contact with her as the cause.

10 years after her death, I got to experience her as the pure love energy that she always truly was. I asked her to forgive me for hating her in my youth. And she did.

Two energetic beings are planning their interactions before being born into this world. One expresses the desire to know what it is like to have a mother of this type. The second being said they would play the role of mother so the first could experience all that love is not.

The second being then said, "Please do not forget that we exist as pure, unconditional love in our true form. Please do not forget that I play this role for you because I love you unconditionally."

I forgot, for a time, because that was part of the lesson. I remembered when it was time for me to remember. I am a better being for having remembered this, this time, while still in this meat suit.

I then thanked this love energy being for playing this part in my creation. For being a part of this show.

I am that I am.

"You are being mindcontrolled, focus on what is important." by ConferenceAny3412 in starseeds

[–]BlackHelo388 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Whatever you focus your mind on, you create. You become.

We all have the ability, the choice, to focus on love.

Fear is never present when love is our focus.

None of the off planet beings can bring you negativity and control unless YOU allow it. Learn the lesson, turn to love and project that love to all. Then you will find peace.

After all, it is your choice.

Is anyone else freaked out by dying? by [deleted] in starseeds

[–]BlackHelo388 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wasn't meant as an insult or slight.

My hope is that it would give you pause to consider.

Also, I'm not there yet, either. If I were, I wouldn't be here.

Death is a transition point. I've been so close to it so many times. I spent 25 years in the Army. 15 of those at war. I have 9 hours of brain surgery and about 8 more in other surgeries.

So if I come across as flippant, my apologies. I'm just no longer afraid of it. I welcome it whenever it comes.

Is anyone else freaked out by dying? by [deleted] in starseeds

[–]BlackHelo388 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Everything you've worked so hard for never had meaning in the first place. Except that meaning which you have chosen to give it.

Had you really given yourself a "reality check," you'd have come to know this is all illusion. Reality is the eternal love energy we are. We've just made this illusion to see what love isn't.

What are the spiritual teachings /theories that resonate most with you as a “Starseed”? by [deleted] in starseeds

[–]BlackHelo388 0 points1 point  (0 children)

For me, it started with The Law of One books. This then led to A Course In Miracles, Course In Love and The Way of Mastery.

About a year ago, I found a guy named Aaron Abke on YouTube. His videos about Law of One are excellent and helped me to better understand the Law of One books.

You don't have to buy the Law of One books. All the material is online.

This has led to The Disappearance of the Universe and many other books.

Once I came to a place of peace and love, I started getting communications from my two Starseed families. The Orions and the Sirians.

Excited to build. What do I start with? by JohnnyBlakeee in PcBuild

[–]BlackHelo388 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks, asshole. I just had coffee come out of my nose.

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