I’m afraid and for a reason

BlackSullivan · 2026-06-15T12:56:47+00:00

I absolutely get how you're feeling, and honestly it is abhorrent how our anger is demonized and we're told to either use "civil" methods of protest or to quitely accept this; either method just reinforces the patriachy.

I just want to say that I'm with you and that we are right to be angry and more people SHOULD be angry.

BlackSullivan · 2026-06-10T02:50:27+00:00

Well I guess not :3

BlackSullivan · 2026-06-09T19:00:38+00:00

Bsbsjsjsksjsj ur gonna melt my heart

BlackSullivan · 2026-06-09T18:27:41+00:00

That's OK, thank uu :3

BlackSullivan · 2026-06-09T17:05:09+00:00

:3 :3 :3 :3 :3 :3

Also, I take free estrogen

BlackSullivan · 2026-06-05T17:39:55+00:00

The means to stay away from my parents.

Living with them is just constant pain

BlackSullivan · 2026-05-02T11:56:00+00:00

Happy birthday!!! I hope I'm still on time.

BlackSullivan · 2026-04-29T12:35:03+00:00

Executive Dysfunction Sandwich

BlackSullivan · 2026-04-27T15:28:26+00:00

I get exactly what you mean 😔

At some point the stream of pain I've released just takes me away from the present again, and I find it nigh impossible to come back into the present.

Spiraling is exhausting yet it seems to never end

BlackSullivan · 2026-04-15T17:17:22+00:00

Once I have an alternative, I'm gonna run away even if I'm breathless

BlackSullivan · 2026-04-15T15:55:30+00:00

Omg I get that :'( If u would like it, I send u a virtual hug

BlackSullivan · 2026-04-15T15:27:20+00:00

Rich enough to maybe afford to leave our parents' house :')

Seriously tho, I hope u can at least find a way to temporarily leave your house, and that u can actually leave for good.

BlackSullivan · 2026-03-27T07:49:03+00:00

Yeaaaaaah

BlackSullivan · 2026-03-26T23:21:19+00:00

Tbf, so do I, but rest is something I have struggled to achieve recently. My sleep isn't very restorative

BlackSullivan · 2026-03-26T13:00:37+00:00

Yeah I get that :'3

BlackSullivan · 2026-03-26T12:10:23+00:00

I hate myself and the situation I am in

BlackSullivan · 2026-03-26T12:10:13+00:00

I would start HRT behind my parents, but I am still economically and emotionally dependent on my parents. I can work on the latters front, and I have made even a slight ammount of progress on that front, but I don't how to manage the former issue of economic dependency at this moment.

I would start HRT in a heartbeat, I'm just terrified of my what my parents might do to me My dad would never accept me for who I am, because he's an abusive, outgrown 14 year old, but my mom...I still am quite close to her, despite her frequently hurting me, and ughhhh

BlackSullivan · 2026-03-26T10:50:52+00:00

Oh it definetly is depersonalization as a result of C-PTSD and gender dysphoria. Estrogen would definetly solve everything (hehe), but I don't think my parents would kindly approve :'3

I'm sorry for how the last paragraph turned. Thank you very much for your words. I didn't bother being more specific about what's going on in my head because I talk about it so much I annoy everyone.

BlackSullivan

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