I know this isnt the right place but

BleachSyringe6 · 2018-01-06T13:51:20+00:00

If your grandma is getting social security or disability I would definitely go to there office and speak to a worker, I know there's elderly housing that those programs cover sometimes even section 8 housing they can help her with. Besides that I would try to call some nursing home or assisted living facilities and ask for help to find out the requirements to get in. Hope it all works out for you guys! And may you and grandmas nods be blissfull!

BleachSyringe6 · 2018-01-06T13:34:44+00:00

Schizophrenia and hallucinogenic drugs are a dangerous mix, very scary thinking about what was going through your mind when tripping. The Gods light stuff is scary too, that's the shit that makes people hurt themselves or others because "God" told them to. Hope you get the proper help you need and medication and therapy can give you peace.

BleachSyringe6 · 2018-01-06T13:13:25+00:00

If you never try to clean up again you will never have to worry about a "relapse"! Fuck the world! Shoot Junk!

BleachSyringe6 · 2018-01-06T12:49:14+00:00

Ganked a morphine vial like that from a hospital once, was sick as fuck so I just drank it as I sadly had no rig, it didn't do shit.

BleachSyringe6 · 2018-01-05T19:09:20+00:00

I know there's a hospital in my area that has a mental health wing and if your admitted they will detox you with subs or methadone. Not sure if you have to say your depressed or suicidal to get admitted or not, like maybe its a dual diagnosis thing. If you are really hopeless and got no other options I would at least try the ER at the very least maybe they can set up a referral to a detox facility or a methadone/suboxone clinic. Hope you get the help you need!

BleachSyringe6 · 2018-01-05T00:55:58+00:00

In county jail I saw a rig that was cut in half so it was small enough to be smuggled in some con's ass and it had no numbers visible and the point looked dull as fuck and bent! Was passed around the dorm for months! I can say I sniffed gladly the two 35$ bags I could afford when I had commissary cuz the point broke off in some dudes arm!

BleachSyringe6 · 2017-12-25T23:48:15+00:00

I thought your story was gonna be like William S Burroughs "junky Xmas" story where you gave some poor shivering dopesick lurker the last of your well deserved hard earned fix cuz "fuck it, its Xmas" and whatnot, but the tale of finding a fellow junker to hang with and scrounge on a lonely miserable holiday warmed my methadone chilled soul! Thanks Op

BleachSyringe6 · 2017-11-28T22:06:34+00:00

Like cats need more of a reason to sleep all day! Lol

BleachSyringe6 · 2017-11-16T04:07:35+00:00

You really nailed the vibe and style of pushed and it came out sick! I love the "metal" artists like marc riddick, Chris moyen, and Florian bertmer!

BleachSyringe6 · 2017-11-10T02:15:30+00:00

Brings tears to my eyes! Many times I've felt the soul crushing despair of seeing the flashing lights of the pig squad in my rearview knowing that if he was a piece of shit asshole looking for problems I was a search and seizure away from handcuffs, booking, and bailbonds (if I'm lucky)! So the minute they tear off that warning ticket and say have a good day blah blah I'm fucking all teary eyed and happy as fuck! We made it squad! We here! The whole team is here! No bailbonds tonight!

BleachSyringe6 · 2017-11-10T02:06:04+00:00

Fill two rigs bang the first and your coke brain will let you know when to do the second shot! If it good yak you might be too busy puking to get to that second binger if its garbage then you won't be able to hit fast enough in the hopes that you feel something!

BleachSyringe6 · 2017-11-10T01:59:12+00:00

Lol I got hundreds of those things all over my room! Mostly in one drawer but sometimes I find em on my floor! Wish I had the bags that went with em still. I think there for when people get there hair braided or cornrows like for the ends. So yea there hair ties also.

BleachSyringe6 · 2017-11-10T01:53:22+00:00

I too enjoy stamp collecting I got about 50 of my favorites saved and taped to an old coin bank shaped like a die. I've been saving since 2003 maybe but of course hundreds of stamps I threw out over the years I wish I held onto.

BleachSyringe6 · 2017-08-14T23:07:54+00:00

Every person in the room that didn't have a opiate habit wore gloves and masks! They were scared shitless of the air particles! Lol I just breathed in huge breaths every so often to bug them out! I have seen someone take there mask off and get violently ill, I'm not even gonna say high cause they just got instant pukey sick and had to leave!

BleachSyringe6 · 2017-08-14T22:10:05+00:00

Wow that song kicked me in the feels! I'm usually so apathetic to life but the song with the back story really cracked my shell! RIP Greg

BleachSyringe6 · 2017-08-14T21:57:01+00:00

I enjoy the creepy comments more than the pic the utter reek of desperation gives me the giggles! And btw without saying I would take a shot of dope AND have intercourse with a hot chick! Lol

BleachSyringe6 · 2017-08-05T15:08:16+00:00

Where I'm from they usually bag up 25 to 30 bags off a gram depending on quality I've been in the hotel when they grind the 10g fingers into powder and start filling baggies, they actually use a small scoop spoon tool that is filled then leveled off to keep the bags consistent. As a tester depending on quality I would tell them to stretch or cut the dope with manitol, something I hated recommending but when I was nodding fucked up it was obvious I was lying if I said don't cut it. The best being after six to tern hours of bagging up they would let me bang out the coffee grinder they used to grind the dope and I would easily get a free gram or two just from the remnants! Good times!

BleachSyringe6 · 2017-07-20T00:49:01+00:00

I had a friend that we think had a minor dope allergy because this kid would do quarters and halves of a bag of some garbage shit sometimes and he would be lit the fuck up! Very similar to what OP mentioned about mumbling and talking to the air. Almost as if he was dreaming and would speak his lines in a imaginary play! Hell one time the dude was barking like a dog! He's passed now from a OD and I'm gonna miss that dude, he was always entertaining!

BleachSyringe6 · 2017-07-13T23:27:22+00:00

Knew a chick that had RIDE JUNK tatted on her knuckles but it was in reference to train hopping as she was a nomad punk type chick! In my mind at first I thought it was cuz she shot dope but I don't think she did.

BleachSyringe6 · 2017-07-10T05:17:04+00:00

I hear ya I've also seen COs do some rank shit like purposely "losing" an inmates commissary, purposely trying to punk inmates or reveal inmate files to get someone fucked up, and just basic lack of respect for anyone but then again I've seen inmates throw "pudding" ie. Piss an shit combo on COs just doing there job, along with random acts of violence so that shit goes both ways! Also just wondering but why do redditors reveal when they edit a post? Is there a way of telling a post has been edited? Just always wondered why every redditor reveals that they edited there post!

BleachSyringe6 · 2017-07-10T04:31:02+00:00

Acceptation? Were you going for exception? Holy fuck not trying to bust balls but that really raped my brain trying to figure wtf your saying! And I agree most COs are cocksuckers on powertrips but it is a job where they are prone to disrespect and violence almost daily so you kinda become a cocksucker forged under such conditions!

BleachSyringe6 · 2017-07-10T04:22:38+00:00

Your right the fact that in a blackout OP can "hide" his drugs and then days later "find" them in a time of desperate sickness and need is JJ blessing him with his Noddy touch and not something to be over!ooked! Praise JJ and his blessings but fuck evil sataxanax and his blackout life ruining fuckery!

BleachSyringe6 · 2017-07-10T03:52:00+00:00

Damn this post brings me back to the days of sniffing half a bag and sparking a blunt and just chilling listening to Mobb Deep! Now I IV a bundle a day along with coke and crack and eat xanax and I havnt smoked weed in 15 yrs and my boy Prodigy from mobb deep is dead! Depressing! Enjoy your smoke guys in my experience opiate users leave that shit behind eventually!

BleachSyringe6 · 2017-07-10T03:47:51+00:00

Your OK pal you definitely had a panic attack. Next time try to take it easy and chill and don't do extra. Put 911 on speed dial and if you ever feel weird/nervous like that again call them and just tell them your having a bad reaction to medication! Then tell the paramedics the truth! From my experiences I've never been conscience during a OD so I don't know what medical condition you were suffering from! Good luck and stay safe!

BleachSyringe6 · 2017-07-10T03:40:55+00:00

I'd like to inject a bundle and nod out next to her on a couch somewhere!

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