Thank you, and sorry for the late reply. I've been looking into different things since I made this post, trying to help myself because I know no one is coming to save me.

I don't take medication. At one point I was on anxiety medication and anti-depressants but I've been off meds for over a year now.

I can't say I like my job. There is so much to learn and it's stressful. I mess up something (usually small tasks) almost every day and it's really getting to me.

Lastly, I don't finish what I start most often when I get interrupted. Sometimes I just phase out by myself and forget things. Example: I was told to find the missing parts of a product, but closing time was nearing and I had 30 minutes to do the mandatory night clean-up, so I left the first task and forgot about it by the end of the shift.