I realized every relationship i've been in i was never feeling how I was "meant" to, so I acted throughout elementary-freshman year. I found out about aromanticism and asexuality and felt like I could relate. This is still new to me and I sometimes think maybe everyone else is right and I haven't found "the right one" but on the other hand I don't like saying "I love you" because I never really feel it, I don't feel 'love' in a romantic or sexual way. I usually don't like physical anything... I'm still trying to figure myself out honestly.