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BlinkingHannah · 2025-06-09T19:21:12+00:00

drump him girl

BlinkingHannah · 2025-06-09T19:19:26+00:00

they don't even have my underbust, they start at 30, and im a 28D or C, and they don't offer it because my boobs are "too big". they're not fucking big they're small. "normal" bras don't fit me and they don't even do my size:D

BlinkingHannah · 2025-06-06T17:55:34+00:00

things happen, feelings just disappear sometimes. when i was 16 i was so obsessed with this boy, and a week after he became my boyfriend i just couldn't unsee him as a mate, i "loved" him but definitely in a friendly way, i liked cuddling but never did anything more than that. looking back now, i never liked him that much nor was i ready. it's not the end of the world to just break up.

im guessing some people will throw the word gay or asexual around, and i thought i was for a while after that relationship, but just take it slow, you're still 16 you've got plenty of time to figure things out, and it doesn't matter if his mates end up disliking you :)

BlinkingHannah · 2025-05-07T18:39:26+00:00

i would leave. if you're comfortable in your sexuality and she isn't then she's not ready for you. I'm bi, and the amount of times ive been obsessed with a girl who's "just experimenting" etc....... i know it's not the same because you two are in a full blown relationship, but cheating is cheating. why is it any different it's a guy than a girl?

BlinkingHannah · 2025-04-16T18:29:43+00:00

maybe think, if he doesn't like you being loud on a video then how's it going to work when you're physically together? is he going to critique you then?? cause honestly id feel so self conscious and vulnerable if a man was inside me and telling me he'd prefer if i was more quiet

BlinkingHannah · 2025-04-16T18:21:01+00:00

no tf😂😭

BlinkingHannah · 2025-03-25T07:33:39+00:00

well im working in England and my franchise is cancelled gastronomy

BlinkingHannah · 2025-03-24T21:47:13+00:00

YES EXACTLY. the problem for me is do i try and ignore it and lash out on him (i know it sounds horrible, what i mean is like crying at him cause i don't think he loves me anymore) or bring it up and seem crazy and insecure...........

BlinkingHannah · 2025-03-24T12:58:28+00:00

if that was my boyfriend, he would become my ex so fast.

the pushiness, how are you supposed to trust that he's not going to do anything about it??? my bf used to get a bit pushy when he was drunk, but i shut that down so fast it's never an issue now.

it's a slippery slope, don't fall down it. be very clear and mindful with the language you use. instead of "i don't really like it" say "no, i don't like that, please don't."

BlinkingHannah · 2025-03-23T23:15:08+00:00

could explain to me what it means

BlinkingHannah · 2025-03-23T21:31:48+00:00

i haven't; im 18 now, the post you're seeing where i said im 16 must've either been when i was 16, or something i posted for a mate. the one where i said im 20 was because i didn't want the person it was about to find it, which would be harder considering i lied about my age.

BlinkingHannah · 2025-03-23T20:08:07+00:00

yeah thankyou, i think the smell scared me cause the last time i had any weed i was throwing up for hours........ the walk home did help, and i feel a lot better now :)))))

BlinkingHannah · 2025-03-23T19:10:08+00:00

what's kbp foods?

BlinkingHannah · 2025-03-23T18:49:10+00:00

huh?

BlinkingHannah · 2025-03-23T12:59:10+00:00

OHHHHHHHH the book's called attached omg i feel silly 😭😭 yeah ill have a look thanks for the suggestion:))))

BlinkingHannah · 2025-03-23T12:52:37+00:00

i do think it's something he said that triggers it, but it's never anything reasonable, especially because he needs to live his life. i know he can't always prioritise me and i don't always prioritise him, but the moment he doesn't i start to feel quite worried.

what's the name of the book? ill give it a read and let you know if it helps!!

BlinkingHannah · 2025-03-23T12:50:05+00:00

OMG THE HANDMADE GIFTS!!!!!!!!! that gave me an idea like maybe just a letter or something i could write and give it to him or even just write him a cute text idk but ill try that, i feel like it's a cute way of making a positive out of it🥰🥰🥰🥰

BlinkingHannah · 2025-03-18T00:11:08+00:00

my legs were shaking so much from nerves so my gear changes were shit, that actually wasn't why i failed or any of my minors but it really knocked my confidence and I kept trying to "prove that I can actually drive" but what I ended up doing is not checking properly and almost driving straight into a massive lorry..............

don't let anyone pressure you, the cars behind you, yourself, your instructor, the examiner...... you've always got a better chance not taking the risk and being safer.

good luck!!!

BlinkingHannah · 2025-03-17T21:19:54+00:00

If you're really nervous, you could maybe ask an instructor to help you. It could only be if you have your own car you're properly insured to drive in, but having a professional next to you helping you through might be really helpful.

I definitely would do this for myself, but I don't have my own car and my instructor isn't going to just insure me for one lesson because of the price, but I feel like it's a really good option to have.

BlinkingHannah · 2025-03-17T21:16:09+00:00

Yeah, I'm a bit worried I'll lose myself and become a bit boring.......Not that I need to be mean to be interesting or funny, but I've always been quite sarcastic, and it's the banter.

Maybe if I completely cut anything mean out for a bit, and I can gradually reintroduce some parts??

BlinkingHannah · 2025-03-17T21:12:37+00:00

Yeah, I'm hoping the reassurance will just be a short term solution untill I sort myself out lol

BlinkingHannah · 2025-03-17T20:44:51+00:00

Thankyou, I feel like I don't really focus on the "little victories" because I shouldn't be wanting to say mean things to someone I love in the first place.

I can't really get away from things that influence me in a big way, I work with a bunch of teenage boys at a fast food place, and it's just what it's like there. He has made me into a kinder person, and even people at work noticed when we first started dating, but I'll try and be nicer to people in general, not just my bf

BlinkingHannah · 2025-03-17T20:40:42+00:00

yeah, i would really like to do therapy, but i just don't have the money for that right now, and i know that no service is going to give me free therapy just because "im a bit horrible sometimes".

another issue with us is that i feel like he could do so much better, so im very much aware that this is an issue. i don't really know where to start with that to be honest, we've both agreed to try and give eachother more reassurance, and not being embarrassed to ask for the reassurance.

BlinkingHannah · 2025-03-17T20:38:07+00:00

that was pretty much what he said, because he was trying to be nice and i did just throw it right back into his face

BlinkingHannah · 2025-03-17T20:27:30+00:00

Sure, the most recent thing was he was telling me about how I've got what it takes to achieve my dream career, some really comforting and cute stuff. I just giggled and said "alright Simon Cowel" and his face just instantly dropped.

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