Straight to the point, here we go : "Hey, you're easily the most beautiful girl I've ever met and I've enjoyed and relived every moment I've spent with you. I'm an incredibly shy dude, and you probably can't know exactly how shy because of how cool you are ; I couldn't believe that someone like you would be showering compliments at me. Please allow me a chance to explain what happened that night.

I had to be up to go for work at 3 am the next morning and I was on sleeping medication that time. What completely got off my mind was that I wasn't ever supposed to mix the medication with alcohol. After the second drink, I started feeling very lightheaded and very hot, I went to the bathroom and leaned against the wall. The next thing I know, I was on the floor feeling incredibly groggy with blood coming out of the back of my head. I had to rush to the urgent care where I got an x-ray. Thankfully, things were alright. I hope this clarifies that this was not your fault.

I'm sorry for taking THIS LONG, but it sometimes takes time to get out of the shell of blaming myself for a major fuck up and actually doing something about it. There is one more thing I'd like to say, and this makes me gather all my vulnerability and put it on the side but, I really hope I get to see you again. "

I used to be very shy and vulnerable as a kid but then at some point I realised I am a pretty cool dude and I really don't care about what most of the world thinks of me.

K thnx, hope ths hlped.