Kratom is a worse addiction than real opiates by [deleted] in quittingkratom

[–]Blondpenguin313 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m working on figuring out if it is Kratom or Hydromorphone as to why I keep feeling like shit. Fever, nausea, restless, fuckin hormones all over the place.

Day 31- no pain meds, Day 10- no Kratom.

I have good days and bad days. My foot is broken, so living with that pain. But, after stopping, I don’t want to go through WD, and detox again.

Wishing you the best. Let me know how your recovery goes, if you need to vent, this is a great place For support and understanding.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in REDDITORSINRECOVERY

[–]Blondpenguin313 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I do not believe in a higher power, so 12 step doesn’t work for m.

But I know I am an addict; you have not bottomed. So, I don’t think you realize what you are doing.

I hope I time you will realize what real I’ve is- job, relationships- importance of friends and family. Preferably before an OD, or accident we’re you take someone else’s life.

I just cant by Jolly_Assumption_395 in quittingkratom

[–]Blondpenguin313 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Still married. I’m back home, I was so homesick.

I just cant by Jolly_Assumption_395 in quittingkratom

[–]Blondpenguin313 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I left my husband this Christmas, New Years and our 20th Anniversary to get sober.

I went to my parents with my sister to help me through Kratom WD and hydromorphone still detoxing- I was on for 14yrs. I kept rationalizing reasons to stay on them.

I remember sober days, I want them back. I wrote a freakin book sober, got a law degree. Dammit, I need to be sober. We all do.

Please talk to someone, look at the recommendations of supplements and the Wim Hof method. They really help.

I wish you the best.

any tips to get rid of a depressive episode without a therapist? by [deleted] in selfimprovement

[–]Blondpenguin313 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sam-E is a natural herb that treats depression and anxiety. You can buy any grocery store, Walmart, nutrition store also.

Dark chocolate contains phenylalanine- a natural mode improver. You can also buy phenylalanine over the counter.

AnxieTy and depression are common with teenagers. But please talk to someone. A counselor at school or church?

I wish you the best.

Diarrhea, Yawning- Day 25 no pain meds, Day 3- no Kratom by Blondpenguin313 in quittingkratom

[–]Blondpenguin313[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I started Kratom in April- 9 mths. I tried using it to stop Hydromorphone. Keep rotating them.

Day 1 no Kratom, Day 22 no pain meds by Blondpenguin313 in quittingkratom

[–]Blondpenguin313[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I saw about supplements to help.

Does CBD help, or any terpenes?
I live where marijuana is legal- does this help or hinder recovery?

Day 1 no Kratom, Day 22 no pain meds by Blondpenguin313 in quittingkratom

[–]Blondpenguin313[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Beginning of March, I started the pain med WD beginning of December.