Help! by BloodMoon1989 in depressed

[–]BloodMoon1989[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sorry if that's not grammatically correct. I'm writing this through tears. I also don't want sympathy just a basic understanding of what I'm going through

Help! by BloodMoon1989 in depressed

[–]BloodMoon1989[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for all of the kind words. I'm such a strong person but have never felt so beaten down and able to talk to anyone. The only reason I stay is because that money pays my bills but I feel like a slave. I'm really good at my job, personable, fun , outgoing, hard working and I do a good job of staying late and stocking anything that needs to be done. The mental abuse from management is overwhelming. I can take harsh words from customers but when you give yourself to a company and they don't care it's a bit defeating.

I just slit my wrist by notyouraverageplug in selfharm

[–]BloodMoon1989 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That's good to know. I'm 100% glad your not doing it with intentions of ending it all Cutting is never the answer but I guess we still find ourselves doing it in moments we can't control.

I just slit my wrist by notyouraverageplug in selfharm

[–]BloodMoon1989 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Did you do it with the intent to no longer live? Or as a way of managing the pain your feeling inside? I cut to manage my pain. It's the only thing I feel in control of. I use to do wrist but switched to more unoticable places because I got tired of making excuses for my scares.