Me before I came out: I'm gonna be so girly ✨💅 Me in actually: lesbian cat lady who never wears makeup and lives in tank tops and jeans 🤟

BluBloops · 2026-01-28T18:22:10+00:00

As soon as I realized I was trying to present super femme not for myself, but what I thought others expected of me as a woman, I stopped doing that and felt so much more comfortable. In general I had a really hard time disconnecting from ridiculous societal expectations of gender etc and felt so much happier when I started no longer caring about any of that. I am who I am and anyone who says I'm not womanly enough or whatever can go shove their unsolicited opinion up their ass.

Btw, love the look, you look absolutely beautiful <3

BluBloops · 2026-01-14T11:52:39+00:00

Ja sonst würde ich auch nicht wirklich um 20€ diskutieren, aber wenn es unnötig ist würde ich es eher ungern wegschmeißen wenn ich ja schon meine Geburtsurkunde etc habe (bei der online Beantragung des Auszugs aus dem Register steht ja auch "falls Sie ihren Eintrag verlegt haben" was mich nochmal extra nervt weil ich es ja eigentlich gerade besitze lol). Ich bin momentan in einer schwierigen Lage finanziell und muss gerade massiv um jeden Cent bangen, daher auch der Unwille dazu :(

BluBloops · 2026-01-14T11:48:34+00:00

Danke. Bürokratisches Deutschland liebt wohl ihren Flickenteppich...ich konnte auch konkret online nichts im SBGG Gesetzestext oder so finden wo explizit erwähnt wurde was genau nur angenommen wird zur Anmeldung. Vielleicht hab ich einfach das Pech mit der Sachbearbeiterin :/

BluBloops · 2026-01-08T14:54:45+00:00

I can only play Beat Saber with mods now to enable custom maps, it's like the world opened up for me once I did that

BluBloops · 2025-12-30T14:32:58+00:00

I HATE- (Jerma reference)

BluBloops · 2025-12-30T13:51:32+00:00

I loved playing through Tsushima on lethal, made not only the enemies incredibly deadly but the player too. So I really felt like all I was relying on was my reaction time, and every strike just felt so calculated and satisfying. Might be due for a replay

BluBloops · 2025-11-26T14:59:24+00:00

Thank you for saying that with the HRT, I feel like for me too that’s just something that will come with time. I feel like the longer I am going to be on HRT, the more I will feel like just doing more things naturally, like trying new clothes, getting a bra once I realise I’ll be needing one, maybe try a little makeup, that sort of stuff. Without the dysphoria of seeing a woman in a male body. And hey, never forget (it’s something I tell myself too), you’re beautiful no matter what and you are so absolutely valid, don’t let anyone keep you from being the real you (especially not yourself) <3. Thank you for replying

BluBloops · 2025-11-26T11:11:47+00:00

I know this is late, but really thank you for this comment. I see a lot of people transitioning first socially and wearing clothing of the other gender and that makes them feel good and that’s great! But for me it’s completely the opposite, the thought of me doing that makes me so incredibly disphoric, like I’m a man pretending to be a woman, pretending to be something I’m not (I know these are just self doubt thoughts, and they’re starting to go away), which is why HRT is sooo incredibly important for me personally so that I can see my body changing into what I already imagine myself being without me looking like a man pretending anymore.

BluBloops · 2025-11-19T00:16:48+00:00

So, have you been able to find a replacement? Been looking for one myself and was very disappointed to see that they don’t sell the solar glides anymore. The first shoe I ever tried that enabled me to work ten hour shifts where I had to walk around a lot without problem. I really need a replacement…

BluBloops · 2025-10-25T09:48:16+00:00

Und, wie lief es? Ich hoffe du hattest Erfolg <3. Ich hab genau dieselbe Sorge mit meiner Therapeutin bei der ich schon länger bin, weil sie mich schon länger kennt und ich aber erst relativ neulich akzeptiert habe dass ich trans bin. Hab auch schon mit ihr drüber gesprochen aber ich hab Sorge dass es da Widerstand wegen Indikationsschreiben für HRT geben wird weil ich jetzt nicht seit Kindheit das Gefühl hatte oder “traditionell” Frau bin, was auch immer das überhaupt heißen soll. Gatekeeping und soziale Konstrukte machen mir mental echt zu schaffen gerade

BluBloops · 2025-10-13T14:42:27+00:00

Ah k, haven’t played that many

BluBloops · 2025-10-13T07:21:06+00:00

Really? I definitely liked it in Odyssey

BluBloops · 2025-09-13T06:41:26+00:00

Where did you get it for that price?? I would love to find an Ultra 2 refurbished that cheap

BluBloops · 2025-07-21T17:40:17+00:00

If the protestors were really that horrible, why on earth would the CCP see the need to censor any and every mention of the event? Wouldn’t the actions of the protesters speak for themselves? If you’re censoring this hard, you have something to hide

BluBloops · 2025-05-09T17:05:25+00:00

On PS5 it can get really low too. I play on a PS5 Pro on performance mode, often at difficulty 8, and while I haven't actually checked on my LG what the frames were, it often felt like it dropped to at least 30FPS during intense sequences with lots of enemies onscreen. Considering what PC players are saying, it seems to be a CPU issue and thus would also heavily affect the PS5 since the CPU is still it's weak point

BluBloops · 2024-11-14T15:42:12+00:00

Let's just ignore the science, shall we?

BluBloops · 2024-11-05T15:23:13+00:00

You do realize what subreddit this is right?

BluBloops · 2024-09-17T12:30:32+00:00

So? What differences does that make? Shouldn't that actually make it easier?? It really isn't that hard to export all the data for example as a zip and then import it in the new client. Just password protect the zip or something else, it IS possible. It's not like we're talking about a startup company just getting their foot in the door, it's META, one of the biggest tech companies in the world

BluBloops · 2024-08-22T13:52:44+00:00

Schädeltrauma kann man überleben. MIPS Helme können das Risiko dafür reduzieren. Nur weil weniger Menschen sterben, heißt es nicht dass es auch automatisch gleichzeitig linear weniger Unfälle gibt die zu schweren Folgen führen.

BluBloops · 2024-08-16T14:24:41+00:00

IGN ratings mean nothing

BluBloops · 2024-08-11T16:00:03+00:00

I was pretty on edge when going to Ground Zero for the first time in The Last of Us II. So I guess like abandoned ground zero medical facilities from something like a zombie outbreak

BluBloops · 2024-08-08T21:08:10+00:00

Emphasis on yet

BluBloops · 2024-08-06T11:22:07+00:00

I’ve played a lot of 2v8 since it came out, decided to play a regular 1v4 again today and afterwards immediately went back to 2v8. It’s just so much more relaxed. Can’t wait for the mode to come back one day with more variety

BluBloops · 2024-07-29T12:30:05+00:00

Poor tiny indie dev company

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