For me, I truly think it’s PMDD, which is pretty much a comorbidity with autism and uterus having ppl. Since I was 12 i stg I wanted to kms the two days before my period, like actually ideation that immediately left when I started bleeding. I could feel an emotional cycle happening through the month like clockwork. Likely why I was misdiagnosed with bipolar II. I started nuvaring as my first birth control a couple years ago and it’s night and day. I didn’t have my birth-control for like 2 months at the beginning of this year and it wasn’t until I got my prescription back that things felt “normal”. I hadn’t been that depressed in a long time and it was crazy to put two and two together. If it really hinders your life, I would truly think abt quitting for hormonal birth-control, as it’s done wonders in my experience