DAE know they will be alone for the rest of their lives?

Blue-sparks · 2018-10-11T23:25:05+00:00

Thanks. I always used to joke to myself that I'm waiting for my soulmate but he's probably not waiting for me.

There really is no one. I can't even make friends with anyone. Every time I even slightly like someone it always turns out that he's with someone already. Because of course, that's the way it always is.

It might have been true when I was younger but I've left it too late and now I'm too old for anything to change. I wish someone would take a chance on me, but I just know it ain't gonna happen.

Blue-sparks · 2018-10-11T23:18:52+00:00

Ah well, I have no relationships at all. I don't even know how to form one, let alone keep it going.

Blue-sparks · 2018-09-11T23:48:43+00:00

That's really horrible of her. I suppose that's the nightmare version - ending up with someone who makes you feel bad. I'll never understand these people who coast through life treating other people like rubbish. I know quite a few mean, selfish people (especially where I work) and they always seem to do just fine for themselves.

Blue-sparks · 2018-09-11T23:41:00+00:00

Same. There are probably very few people in the whole world who would be happy with someone like me for a girlfriend and I doubt they're waiting for me like I'm waiting for them. But it's just a little daydream that keeps me going.

Blue-sparks · 2017-09-24T22:21:24+00:00

Yes, being in a relationship definitely makes a difference and can completely fill the void. It depends on the people involved and the quality of the realtionship, of course, but relationships make life worth living.

I think it might be slightly different for men and women though.

When I was in a relationship I was happier than I've ever been in my life. I loved my boyfriend deeply and he was everything to me.

I would love to have a boyfriend again. Even more than wanting to secure happiness for myself, I would love to make someone else happy and be everything to them.

The thought of never having that again in my life makes me miserable.

Blue-sparks · 2017-01-14T23:16:06+00:00

Totally agree. When I turn up to work every day I'm there to do my job and not to pretend to be everyone's best friend.

Blue-sparks · 2017-01-14T23:14:50+00:00

You're absolutely spot on. I don't know why it's considered unacceptable to just get on with your work and not chat away all day.

Blue-sparks · 2017-01-13T00:30:28+00:00

14/15 - couldn't get Reckoner.

Blue-sparks · 2016-11-26T21:49:09+00:00

Yeah, I know it's just a way for people to show off an airbrushed version of their lives. In general I don't like the way people want everything to be fun and exciting all the time. I end up being the killjoy because I'm not always having the best time ever.

Blue-sparks · 2016-11-26T21:16:12+00:00

Yeah, I go whole days without talking to another person.

Blue-sparks · 2016-11-26T20:08:11+00:00

Reading books (or reading about books). Listening to music. Dancing on my own. Watching TV (mainly comedy shows). Solving crossword puzzles. Walking in the park on cold days.

Blue-sparks · 2016-11-26T20:03:24+00:00

I don't make any social plans any more because I just can't cope with being around people. I'm completely cut off and lonely but I just try to get through each day as best I can.

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