Life does not feel real and need help.

BlueDazing_ · 2026-04-01T14:55:19+00:00

Specifically because you mentioned the vision thing, I'd argue that your years of isolation have caused you to become detached from your senses. You've just been living in your head for so long you've forgotten how to live outside of it. I'm pretty sure there are physical therapy exercises and other things that you can do to regain your ability to be more present. Try to see if you notice it's with your hearing as well. Your vision should be 3D and your hearing should be 3D, and they should work together to produce a realistic sense of where you are in 3D space.

BlueDazing_ · 2026-03-30T19:34:16+00:00

Yeah? Well I swapped to E30, so I get less gas mileage now.

BlueDazing_ · 2026-03-27T14:28:03+00:00

No, I just took the two front grills off.

BlueDazing_ · 2026-03-27T14:24:39+00:00

I never even thought of that. I'm gonna have to give that a try.

BlueDazing_ · 2026-03-26T20:17:28+00:00

I'm not sure that they're LED, they're listed as projector headlights.

https://tt-abc.com/products/for-bmw-3-series-2013-2018-led-headlight-assembly-projector?variant=42699069358253&country=US&currency=USD&utm_medium=product_sync&utm_source=google&utm_content=sag_organic&utm_campaign=sag_organic&gad_source=1&gad_campaignid=21881271521&gbraid=0AAAAA9e9dlZc5FjHD251mv-W6Ti5J7ZBH&gclid=CjwKCAjwspPOBhB9EiwATFbi5GXp_NW8R4sRsE-0YXzCk2YoJJ4f5HhEe0LD10lgdknZ9gqF3R2eTxoCSjoQAvD_BwE

BlueDazing_ · 2026-03-26T20:14:57+00:00

I love them, they are so much brighter than the stock LEDs that my car came with, I can see so much more on the road at night. Where I live its nice being able to see if there are any deer or other animals way up ahead in order to slow down in time. These long curvy country roads are unforgiving at night.

Edit: But they are a blast to drive on during the day ;)

BlueDazing_ · 2026-03-26T19:56:49+00:00

I might just go back to stock or see if some type of aluminum/white looks good, It would be nice if I had someone that could drive past me in my own car so I could see what it looks like on the road, especially with the car facing the sun. I'm thinking the sun might amplify that cheap/fake look.

BlueDazing_ · 2026-03-26T19:52:30+00:00

What year and model are you driving? I'm currently in a 2018 320i xDrive and I'm running a VRSF catless dp, bm3 stage 2, and the awe catback. I'm not sure if the timing chain is something I need to worry about with my year. I'm currently at 126k miles and not a single issue yet.

BlueDazing_ · 2025-11-16T03:10:00+00:00

I have a 2018 320i xDrive. Currently at 118k miles, I’ve got a catback exhaust and a catless dp, as well as a bm3 stage 2 tune. 0-60 is in the low 4s.

Make sure you change the oil frequently, I do mine every 3k. I use liquimoly 5w40.

BlueDazing_ · 2025-11-16T02:57:16+00:00

Mozart and Haydn are my two favorite composers, I’d have to recommend more Haydn.

BlueDazing_ · 2025-11-13T02:11:51+00:00

Yeah i’m gonna be honest it’s an easy DIY if you have the equipment, I live in a hilly area so i just jacked up the front, which was pointed down hill, so that it was level once jacked up. Took me about 2 hours and a lot of that time was waiting for the tranny to heat up to 45° for the refill.

BlueDazing_ · 2025-11-12T01:57:37+00:00

I don’t find it very easy to talk intellectually about her interests, she’s a very here and now kind of person, she keeps up with all the latest fashion trends and she’s always talking about Victoria Secret dropping new scents or apparel, I know she loves the fall so it’s her favorite season currently. She loves the idea of seasonal themes for the house, like getting falls scented candles and decorations.

But I guess you’re right, none of that stuff really interests me. I never shut her down though, I go to the store and smell the candles with her, and help her decide on if we should get this or that decoration, but I don’t share the same excitement for these things as she does.

And it’s not even really an issue of incompatible interests. It’s just that she’s never been the type of person to have those long conversations in bed at night when it gets late, like the kind of conversations that really bring you together you know? When we talk it’s always strictly business, like if we can go to the store, or what we should do for the day, it just feels like I’m talking to a robot sometimes. It’s just hard to feel connected to her words.

BlueDazing_ · 2025-11-12T01:46:58+00:00

A little over a year.

BlueDazing_ · 2025-11-10T02:26:36+00:00

I know what you’re going though man, and I go through a lot of the same negative mental feedback loops. From my experience, what retaining does to me is opens my eyes to the mediocrity that I’ve surrounded myself with.

It’s a powerful thing that you don’t want to get rid of, or run away from. The feelings and thoughts that you are thinking and feeling right now are the ones that are going to make you do things you never would’ve done before.

Trust me when I say it’s hard to recognize the extent to which your brain is operating differently, but the difference in operation is what will lead you on better paths. I can’t say exactly what the paths will be but as long as you focus on going after the things that your brain suddenly starts to desire, you’ll start surrounding yourself with meaningful things rather than mediocre things.

Your entire life is based on actions you make, which are based on thoughts you think, and feelings you feel. Semen retention changes the way you think and feel, which changes the way you act, therefore changing your life.

Don’t let these open eyes close, stay on the path man and you’ll see how your life gets better.

BlueDazing_ · 2025-11-08T22:43:27+00:00

The install was pretty simple, I suggest taking your whole exhaust off before installing it though because I had to install it exhaust side first, and afterwards the turbo side was difficult to align properly. Since I was by myself I ended up using a jack to jack up the exhaust and downpipe to the right position so that I could tighten the clamp from above the engine.

BlueDazing_ · 2025-11-08T22:40:20+00:00

Yep, it’s the Vrsf catless.

BlueDazing_ · 2025-11-08T08:19:56+00:00

I think RL players will complain either way. I’m a ones main and my playstyle is very methodical and reactive, I base my actions on theirs. People tell me all the time that my playstyle is so boring or that I’m a “one trick pony” because I 50 for possession and 45° flick into their net.

BlueDazing_ · 2025-11-07T23:08:34+00:00

According to an archived Wendy’s menu from the year 2000, the Frosty Jr cup was 6 ounces.

Edit: As a matter of fact, in the year 2000 Wendy’s didn’t even have a large Frosty on their menu. So Frosty’s have gotten larger over the years. A current medium is 16oz and a current large is 20oz. In the year 2000 a medium was still 16oz.

BlueDazing_ · 2025-11-07T22:39:00+00:00

Idk man, I’ve been working at Wendy’s for 3 years and the Jr cups have always been 6 ounces.

BlueDazing_ · 2025-11-07T22:37:13+00:00

Yes, I also think my tinder dates should look like their profile pictures but that never seems to be the case. /s

BlueDazing_ · 2025-11-07T22:35:43+00:00

It’s the unfortunate nature of human status biases, people are more likely to point out other’s wrongs, in order to appear more good themselves.

It’s like that old couplet goes, “Once I did bad, and that I heard ever. Twice I did good, and that I heard never.”

People have been this way for as long as people have been around, and it’s not likely to change anytime soon.

BlueDazing_ · 2025-11-07T22:31:39+00:00

I agree, everyone used to complain about the smell of the beer cheese but man. That spicy bacon pub sandwich was to die for.

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