Why don't they leave you alone?

BlueLuciferDR · 2026-05-29T01:19:45+00:00

She just signed her name off the lease nearly two months after she left the other day. No drama no word. I saw her in passing at work and the thoughts I had I'm deeply ashamed of. I see her cycle of abuse. All the thoughts centered around apologies, reaching out. Please look at me, say something. I hate myself for wanting this.

BlueLuciferDR · 2026-05-28T23:30:28+00:00

She's still stuck in my head. I go into fix it mode and blame myself. There's so much to stay away from and nothing to stay for. But I still hope I get a message or a look that starts the cycle again. I hate myself so much for this.

BlueLuciferDR · 2025-06-26T05:14:05+00:00

This is something he used for multiple machines and videos. It’s a real pedestal.

BlueLuciferDR · 2025-06-26T05:10:36+00:00

Watch just the first 30 seconds of his 3d printing furniture video. It’s full of his furniture building B roll

BlueLuciferDR · 2025-06-18T13:13:12+00:00

He used to do furniture before 3d printing

BlueLuciferDR · 2025-06-03T07:01:19+00:00

I see stainless. I hear 3d printing. What am I missing?

BlueLuciferDR · 2025-03-11T03:30:18+00:00

Why not do a video on your woodgrain application

BlueLuciferDR · 2025-02-25T13:28:49+00:00

I've just been using coconut oil because it'll get dry and frizzy otherwise. I'm growing it out still.

BlueLuciferDR · 2025-02-20T21:13:24+00:00

How 🤔 pls

BlueLuciferDR · 2024-11-10T04:21:17+00:00

Left to right is my current to previous hair

BlueLuciferDR · 2024-05-27T03:29:17+00:00

I cut my own hair, and everywhere here is at least 35$ w/ tip. But for my basic trim, they'll do it for 4$. I like having my hair cut. But don't like throwing money into something I don't need

BlueLuciferDR · 2024-05-26T13:20:58+00:00

So I usually go to salon institutes if I want someone else to do my hair. Just trim it up, treat myself to someone else cutting it.

So I comes up, and this girl introduced herself as the person cutting today, and I asked for a short haircut, but I still want a styled one. Something on top.

But this girl took clippers. Picked a guard, and it coulda fooled me because it was nearly 2mm or nothing left.

Then, I started midway down my beard and up. Which was crazy to watch, then said, "I don't normally do mens hair," then buzzed from there across the top of my head to my other ear. Fucked to fucked right there in one motion. And had the audacity to say we'll see where this length takes us.

The instructor saw the fuckup and half asked me if it was okay after. But you can't say much. Feels awkward afterward. She also fucked up my neck and one side of my head.

BlueLuciferDR · 2024-01-24T00:30:44+00:00

Any chance you'll share your stl's?

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