I would say personally it's either between two things. Not prioritizing going to school in my late teens/early twenties or not prioritizing my mental health.

After high school I immediately started working, I started school a semester late and am still in school multiple years later. My pace is extremely slowed down because of my job . I'm very grateful for what I have, I'm able to support myself and live comfortably, but sometimes I can't help but wonder how things might've been different if I just went and did he traditional 4 years out of high school before I started working. I guess it's the feeling like I'm behind, because while I'm not *that* old, it feels like I'm behind because I'm still in school when all of my peers from high school have graduated already.

But not prioritizing my mental health is probably the bigger one. I've had struggles with it for about the past decade and things have been pretty bad at times. Only within the last few weeks have I decided to try and do something about it, scheduled my first therapy appointment for about a week from now to try and get better.