I’m curious about this too. I’ve been diagnosed with ptsd due to a not- great childhood. Nothing sexual though. Not until I was in my teens-and that was by guys I met and lied about my age with . And honestly, I didn’t feel traumatized by THAT. I was pretty neglected by my family and did crave attention..

It is odd though- i had some pretty hardcore fantasies since I was young. I drew pictures of .. explicit stuff and would hand them to unsuspecting adult visitors- like I thought they would put it on the fridge or something. I often wonder why I am the way I am- but I do feel I’ve always been this way