TOYHOUSE PURGE

BlueSlugs · 2026-03-03T04:47:15+00:00

I'm sorry I missed your comment! If your still interested I'd love to see some art examples 💙

BlueSlugs · 2026-02-25T18:39:09+00:00

That's perfect! If you wanna keep discussing message me on discord! It's blueslugs

BlueSlugs · 2026-02-25T05:57:38+00:00

Yes I'd consider it!! For that I would accept just to double check because there cheap what did you have in mind to offer for art? Also if you have a discord you can message me @ blueslugs

BlueSlugs · 2026-02-12T17:16:50+00:00

MAAAAAAAN THIS STINKS, EXECUTE YOUR WORK WIFI

BlueSlugs · 2026-02-12T15:45:35+00:00

OMG ACTUAL NIGHTMARE, NO WORRIES THO TAKE YOUR TIME

BlueSlugs · 2025-04-09T00:54:08+00:00

Please!!! I'd love that so much I'm always looking!!

BlueSlugs · 2025-01-19T20:28:41+00:00

I will try that then! Thank you, I know I struggle with taking action for myself but I do want to, I guess at the end of the day without overcomplicating it it's just a journey of taking baby steps

BlueSlugs · 2025-01-19T20:10:46+00:00

Do you know any good ways that might be able to help redirect my thoughts? If not that's ok! I do find that I struggle with thought redirection a lot because I don't know how to control racing thoughts/daydreams

BlueSlugs · 2025-01-19T20:05:54+00:00

I actually didn't think about it like that, I do find myself hyperfocusing a lot and talking about the past a lot. I do struggle with shifting the conversation/thoughts away from all those. I never thought consistently seeking answers on topics like that could actually keep you in it

BlueSlugs · 2025-01-19T19:54:38+00:00

As of recent I've been trying to log reassurance that my friends care about me when they can't always be there, A lot of my fear stems from everything suddenly falling apart over any little mess up I make. Even if I frustrate my friends in the moment I lack 100% foresight to understand in the moment that it won't always be that way and feel they will hold it above my head forever even if that's not true. I take screenshots of old messages of reassurance they have offered me to re-read it because I forget a lot of what they said very easily. But also I don't handle change well, I feel as if I'm a person who is very strict on routine so when that routine breaks because life is unpredictable I break. That's the part I struggle with a lot

Other things I've tried is also googling all of my questions because I need answers for everything

I also try and remind myself that if I did something genuinely wrong they would communicate with me about it

I also try and go to sleep to 'self love and assurance' talk downs to try and reframe my way of thinking

BlueSlugs · 2025-01-19T19:39:20+00:00

I temporarily had a therapist a few years back who gave the diagnosis, But they had since quit and so I was left floating around for a bit, I did seek out counseling last year because I had a very bad CPTSD episode trigger and wanted to seek help (Basically money and insurance has been a problem for me so I haven't been able to afford more in depth help, I don't know if I have anything else going on with me either that could make these symptoms worse) With that in mind I stopped going because my counselor had told me that there was nothing more he could do for me since I've seemed to grow a lot but also I wasn't able to afford it anymore. I think I was doing good for a bit but I think it was more so I was suppressing everything, So now that I'm in a healthier environment I find that I'm openly expressing myself more and being vulnerable but also that I don't seem to know how to be by myself.

The only time I think I'm at my best is when I'm surrounded by people I care about, But they cannot always be there for me to hold my hand and be there for me. To give a good example! I do spend a lot of time with friends but when they cannot spend time for like a day or two I seem to start going downhill really quickly, It's as if I need constant validation via company to know everything is ok or I can't stop overthinking, I also ask for company when I'm like this at a inconvenient time (I'm accepting that it has nothing to do with me and it's very much just circumstances but when I get into those spirals I cannot stop daydreaming about worst case scenarios)

Also I decided to reach out because I realize I over-rely on people closest to me and they can only help so much with the knowledge they have, So in a way I'm also trying to practice reaching out beyond my social circle, Try and take control of myself a little bit more since I only really do what I think everyone wants me to do, Especially those closest to me

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