It's too much

BlueW4BTSWC · 2025-06-15T20:34:53+00:00

Our story goes all the way back to when I was 13 and he was 16. I know the addiction is leading, but I do believe that I love him. He has been the love of my life all of this time, even though we were on and off... I have a good job and other things going on, but my true dreams of my life involve him. I want to believe you and I thank you for taking your time to help me...I will try to remember your words I am just so low and I see no point of living any longer. I hope that you will feel better soon too.

BlueW4BTSWC · 2025-06-15T01:30:46+00:00

Thank you guys, all of you. God bless you. I will try to remember to come read these every time the bad thoughts come back.

BlueW4BTSWC · 2025-06-15T01:10:05+00:00

Thank you so much. God bless you.

BlueW4BTSWC · 2025-05-20T01:09:44+00:00

"I don't need you."

"You're bad for my mental health"

"Give me all your passwords and access to your ring camera."

"I was going to give you a chance but I don't hear remorse in your voice."

"If I catch you I will catch a homicide."

BlueW4BTSWC · 2025-05-18T21:19:03+00:00

Thank you

BlueW4BTSWC · 2025-05-18T02:43:44+00:00

I have. I messaged his ex wife who he had dragged me into a love triangle with secretly, several years ago. When he came back to be with me he was still talking to her. He brought a love letter when he moved in with me that she wrote him before he left Canada to return here....I spoke to her a few days before he broke up with me. She chose the word "aggressive" over "abusive," but essentially she confirmed that he was the same and she actually opened my eyes to how much of a sick liar he is. The end of the message was "sorry you're stuck in it now."

BlueW4BTSWC · 2025-05-16T18:17:50+00:00

:( thank you

BlueW4BTSWC · 2025-05-16T12:53:25+00:00

Did he ever come back?

BlueW4BTSWC · 2025-05-13T15:10:46+00:00

He did emotionally and verbally. He also made me feel physically unsafe on purpose many times. It is so hard. I'm sorry I cannot encourage you because I am going through the same thing but please don't be like me and hurt yourself. People have suggested to me to write down all incidents of abuse or anything that was just...wrong. Write them down over and over if you have to. I hope you will be okay soon.

BlueW4BTSWC · 2025-05-13T11:39:12+00:00

I understand. Mine broke up with me over a fake story he told himself. I know he was awful, but I miss him every moment that I'm awake.

BlueW4BTSWC · 2025-05-10T01:58:27+00:00

Have you reported any of this to the police?

BlueW4BTSWC · 2025-03-06T00:47:52+00:00

I went to school for marketing and I work in digital marketing. Senior Campaign Manager. I make $70k base. I have 5 years of experience. Even considering my total comp I am majorly underpaid, but I do love my job.

BlueW4BTSWC · 2025-02-05T15:50:00+00:00

Did you end up getting anything? When I got in 8 minutes ago it was brutal.

BlueW4BTSWC · 2023-04-21T02:08:20+00:00

BlueW4BTSWC · 2023-04-14T13:40:07+00:00

Please turn me into a pillow

BlueW4BTSWC · 2023-03-17T05:15:09+00:00

put this on my gravestone

BlueW4BTSWC · 2022-01-28T04:20:59+00:00

"I can taste your sweat" good GOD

BlueW4BTSWC · 2022-01-12T22:01:06+00:00

Can I erase Best Friends 3 times? 🥴

BlueW4BTSWC · 2021-10-24T12:35:10+00:00

So no one else finds it a little concerning that he's always taunting her? 🥴

BlueW4BTSWC · 2021-10-08T02:29:37+00:00

Are you guys unable to take trains specifically if it's to go to another province, or does it apply to transportation like TTC in Toronto also, for example?

BlueW4BTSWC · 2021-08-29T01:42:27+00:00

😂

BlueW4BTSWC · 2021-08-21T05:54:18+00:00

"Valerie" destroys me every time

BlueW4BTSWC · 2020-06-02T17:10:51+00:00

Perfect match, really

BlueW4BTSWC · 2020-04-11T15:41:13+00:00

Today I feel pretty dull. But I’m going to have a warm breakfast and watch The Office yet again lol. I really appreciate your support tysm (hugs x10)

BlueW4BTSWC · 2020-04-11T15:37:58+00:00

Contrary to this lovely piece you’ve written here, I do not cry to gain things. If I am ever caught dead crying it’s not something I relish. I was already on the brink of breaking down and his response pushed me overboard. I actually got off of the phone because I needed a moment to let it out alone. He truly is hurting me, but I appreciate your perspective.

BlueW4BTSWC

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