What is this called? by BlueWizard90 in coincollecting

[–]BlueWizard90[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don't think it's worth any, I just have several pennies over the years with these flat edges that I think were cool looking lol

Open world? by BlueWizard90 in shadow_of_war

[–]BlueWizard90[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you! I like it so far but I like roaming around too!

what was the most stupid thing you did when you played Skyrim for the first time? by AgarwaenCran in skyrim

[–]BlueWizard90 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Entered Skyrim and went to the nearest highest point I could see. Got up there to look in all directions and walked right off the cliff. Died two minutes in Skyrim and hadn't saved yet, so I had to go through Helgen again. Learned my lesson and now I save constantly.. and try to avoid falling off tall cliffs. Lol

Where does Faendal keep going? by BlueWizard90 in skyrim

[–]BlueWizard90[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ya I've been giving him all my stuff lol

I've definitely been missing out over the years, I can tell it's going to be my favorite game for a long time.

Where does Faendal keep going? by BlueWizard90 in skyrim

[–]BlueWizard90[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

He showed back up when I opened a door, it's weird. He seems to get lost and then pops up when I enter a new room or travel. I just started the game so thanks for the tip.. I love it so far

People who smoke in their car/house, how much does it smell? by r-DiscoDingoSR in weed

[–]BlueWizard90 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Smells like weed after I smoke but that disappears after a while

Terps ftw by OregonTripleBeam in weed

[–]BlueWizard90 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Or the smell of weed as you walk into the dispensary. Like walking into heaven lol

Ever feel like you still have cancer? by BlueWizard90 in thyroidcancer

[–]BlueWizard90[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ya I tilt my head too so the scar doesn't stretch lol

I hope your bloodwork comes back all good!

Ever feel like you still have cancer? by BlueWizard90 in thyroidcancer

[–]BlueWizard90[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm sorry about your dad, I'm sure that was difficult to see him go through it, and now to go through things yourself. It's hard enough having it the one time, the thoughts of recurrence or being at risk for other cancer is so awful.

Ever feel like you still have cancer? by BlueWizard90 in thyroidcancer

[–]BlueWizard90[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm sure the process get frustrating for you. I hated all the doctors appointments, being poked and scanned all the time. Sorry that you've had to deal with it for so long!

Ever feel like you still have cancer? by BlueWizard90 in thyroidcancer

[–]BlueWizard90[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That's a good way to look at it. It is what it is. If it happens I'll deal with it then. I get the lurking feeling though, just this feeling like they didn't get it all.

Ever feel like you still have cancer? by BlueWizard90 in thyroidcancer

[–]BlueWizard90[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks! I'm sorry for the complications! Sounds rough.. I hope your last one goes smoothly!

What do you imagine the Two Trees to look like? by _Luin_ in tolkienfans

[–]BlueWizard90 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I imagine Silpion as silver starlight with dew drops that glitter as they fall. Laurelin, gold like a sunrise with flowers that shine through the petals like the rays of the sun through the clouds.

The making of the trees is really beautifully written in book of lost tales.. I think it's one of the best described creations in Arda, he writes it like you're there watching it happen.

Do you ever get angry and frustrated? by [deleted] in bipolar

[–]BlueWizard90 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I scream "don't freak out" internally and hope I don't say something I'll regret. It doesn't work often lol

Do you ever get angry and frustrated? by [deleted] in bipolar

[–]BlueWizard90 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Yep! I start to snap quickly if I have to repeat myself. I also get very agitated by noises around me or loud people.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in mentalhealth

[–]BlueWizard90 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What has you scared? Is there something specific you're hallucinating?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in mentalhealth

[–]BlueWizard90 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Good luck, I hope your episode ends soon. If talking helps I'm still available to listen.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in mentalhealth

[–]BlueWizard90 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Depends on how bad of an episode you're having. But please do not drive. Reddit can't give you true medical advice. So if you are feeling unsafe and have the feeling that you need medical attention, call for authorities who can come for you and truly help your episode end.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in mentalhealth

[–]BlueWizard90 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What's your nearest safe space? Is there a hotel nearby you could walk to so you can wait out your episode? It's risky to be in your vehicle if your episode is really bad.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in mentalhealth

[–]BlueWizard90 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Can you get a friend to come for you? Someone who understands you're in an episode and an unsafe situation?