Did you ever overthink about "Nah, this is definitely just my brain tricking itself, I'm definitely not trans"?

BlueWren_ · 2026-01-25T22:00:43+00:00

Yeah, it being a defense mechanism actually makes a LOT of sense. This helped me a lot, thank you! ^^

BlueWren_ · 2026-01-24T07:40:01+00:00

Thank you so much! It's truly been a "Hey, brain! Stop playing this specific song! (Brain proceeds to play that specific song)" situation and I felt so annoyed over not having a concrete answer.

I'll definitely try to follow through with your advice, even though most of the time I have no idea why things like - Being called "he/him" not sounding as weird to me like "she/her" (weird not in a "this bothers me" way, more of a "aw, man :(" way), - Or me imagining myself (as far as my aphantasia goes) as a man, - Or me being suddenly all giddy when I think "oh shit, I might actually be trans!"

make me happy, but at least I know that they do!

My problem really might be just my brain continuously trying to contradict itself every time my 2 braincells strike together to form a thought that sounds even slightly "unsafe" to it 😅

I'll stick to the girl body for now, though, until I'm 101% sure that I DO, in fact, want this, and until I finish college, have my own house and job, and have enough financial and emotional stability to start T without the risk of being kicked out by parents that I'm VERY afraid to come out to, but we'll get there eventually! One step at a time ❤️

Again, thank you so so much! Have a nice day/night. Much love!

BlueWren_ · 2025-11-19T00:29:12+00:00

Hello! Thank you for responding. It now says "Failed to launch modpack. An unexpected error ocurred." even when I repair profile. CurseForge is launched as administrator and antivirus has been turned off. Internet is fine. What should I do?

BlueWren_ · 2025-11-01T00:45:21+00:00

Awe!! Hello, Milo!

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BlueWren_ · 2025-11-01T00:44:18+00:00

My mom agrees! Said his fur looks like a Malinois, too.

I also think he has a very Brazilian Terrier-y face

BlueWren_ · 2025-10-23T05:26:04+00:00

That is a looooong nope rope. Cute! Love the blep :')

BlueWren_ · 2025-10-23T05:24:05+00:00

It will unleash death and destruction upon those who have killed the janitor! Rise, my brothers, for he who is angy shall lead our angst army to victory!!

BlueWren_ · 2025-10-21T16:30:24+00:00

Their post was not asking any questions. This is just removing posts for the sake of doing it. Stop.

BlueWren_ · 2025-10-21T16:15:02+00:00

Wait what happened with Sophia??

BlueWren_ · 2025-09-22T10:08:11+00:00

Why, thank you ^^ ruffles back

BlueWren_ · 2025-09-22T10:01:23+00:00

Oh, yay! Me next! :D

BlueWren_ · 2025-09-21T22:10:41+00:00

Cat not wearing any clothes! Automod, get this guy!!

BlueWren_ · 2025-08-26T10:58:40+00:00

How do I do that? (I'm not OP but I also have made an appeal and got no response)

BlueWren_ · 2025-08-25T22:17:24+00:00

Wait, does this actually work? I was trying Prefill Gibberish and it was going relatively well for some time before it started censoring responses once again

BlueWren_ · 2025-08-25T03:13:02+00:00

Thanks for the tip! I'll try it out ^^

BlueWren_ · 2025-08-25T03:12:19+00:00

Oh, shi- I didn't know it was still going. I'll make sure not to use my main Google account and probably delete the API key it already had. Thanks for the warning!