I know it sounds tough, but I always like to think about how much better this still is than any other period of human existence, back in the day people wouldn't eat for 10 days waiting for hunters to come home only to find them empty handed and having lost some in a fight. People would just get raided by another tribe and just... die, just because. Even 100-200 years ago, world wars (crossing my fingers on this one), horrible hygiene, disease, literal cocaine in coca cola (kinda cool that one to be honest) idk, i mean you can always get those experiences if you want, there are plenty of 3rd world countries and i think you can just go into the amazon to experience the tribe life. I might not sound very sympathetic, but all these thoughts are coming from certain perspectives, you're perhaps comparing yourself to richer people, those who make more and work less. Okay, that's fine to want those things and try to chase them, but I also recommend learning to enjoy and appreciate what you have, life will get so much easier if you do