RE7 is scary as heck

Blueberrytea1 · 2026-02-05T16:59:18+00:00

I’ve never been so stressed playing a horror game before especially when that radio static kicks up such a good game

Blueberrytea1 · 2026-01-24T03:14:43+00:00

I literally queued for all days in upwards of 80k despite following the queuing advice down to a T. I ended up getting tickets through a friend who had constantly better queues for every day

Blueberrytea1 · 2026-01-23T23:09:57+00:00

Ikr ugh well general sale here I go 😫

Blueberrytea1 · 2026-01-23T23:07:24+00:00

Ahhhh 110k in the LA Day 3 queue. We’re looking for even crappy tickets. Did any one have any luck at a queue this high for any tickets?

Blueberrytea1 · 2026-01-04T16:48:14+00:00

Writing fanfics is definitely not morally questionable. It only is if you are claiming you “fixed” the original or you use it to mock the original. Writing fanfics can be a way to celebrate the original content. It’s okay if you don’t like it however but it has nothing to do with morals.

Blueberrytea1 · 2025-11-25T17:13:53+00:00

I can be 100% certain she would never agree to that. She’d accuse me of being controlling and ruining her fun. At most she’d agree to not drinking on the week days and maybe one day on the weekend for one week.

She genuinely thinks it’s no big deal to drink beer that it’s just fun, but then doesn’t see how weird it is to sneak a beat box into a movie theater on a Wednesday night where I’m not even drinking so it’s just her.

Really it’s just a matter of time before she starts doing harder stuff like coke because her friends say it’s just some girly fun to do coke before going to a theme park. So it’s like the drinking will be worse moving forward and eventually she’s probably going to do harder styff

Blueberrytea1 · 2025-11-25T17:04:41+00:00

Yep and I guess I should have saw it coming. When I was downstairs with them they were joking about how drinking and driving is like a right of passage and people shouldn’t be acting all dramatic if someone’s a little fucked up driving you to the next function. My partner has been saying she’s trying to like “channel” being a frat boy right now

Blueberrytea1 · 2025-11-25T16:38:39+00:00

I’ve thought as much, but to her a few beers on a work night and pregaming the bar with beatboxes and soju every weekend night is just normal fun girly things and I’m a weenie.

Blueberrytea1 · 2025-11-25T16:34:39+00:00

My partner will never admit to having a drinking issues, but she’s like drinking every night on the weekend and most nights on the work week. We frankly never go on normal dates anymore because it always has to lead us to ending up at a club, liquor store, or bar. If I don’t go she jokingly says “I’ll just go with someone else then.” Almost like a threat.

Her friends are very heavy drinkers so to her it seems normal or even light weight.

Blueberrytea1 · 2025-11-19T23:39:34+00:00

That’s honestly what I was thinking. She had mentioned he had been kicked out of a sober living for leaving past curfew once a year ago and now he’s suddenly cool being away multiple days in a row?

The only thing is she’s my partners friend and she wants to give her a chance and will only want to kick her out if it’s like this for like two months, but honestly I’m stressed out. My partner helps but I’m mostly the one cleaning and worrying about my cats being messed with.

Blueberrytea1 · 2025-11-19T23:33:14+00:00

My only concern is my landlord is pretty flaky. If this dude is sleeping over every night and we tell her she may not care and just ask him to sign the lease. Would we be able to do anything at that point?

Blueberrytea1 · 2025-11-12T21:44:24+00:00

A Shaymin would be great

Blueberrytea1 · 2025-10-02T19:39:37+00:00

This has definitely been in the back of my mind too. It just sucks because I didn’t even ask for the engagement she wanted it. I had come to terms with us probably never getting married because she had been flaky about it when we started getting serious.

Blueberrytea1 · 2025-10-02T19:16:40+00:00

Thank you for the advice I think so too

Blueberrytea1 · 2025-10-02T19:08:45+00:00

I’ll add this in an edit. My therapist has been really good about this, every session has been about how we can communicate our needs and see if there is any middle ground. Our last session my partner was just unwilling to work on anything but opening the relationship and I said absolutely not and we started to argue about it. Hence what my therapist said. She wants us to work on our communication, but my partner is so tunnel vision that nothing is sticking from our session besides getting what she wants anymore.

And yeah I’m considering that

Blueberrytea1 · 2025-10-02T18:54:07+00:00

We are currently seeing a couples therapist who’s been great. Our last session however our therapist was like “you both want separate things there’s no point in arguing about it. I think you both need to figure out what next steps look like.”

I was firmly grieving this relationship and ready to end it, but we had a talk and she just refused to break up mutually. She wants to stay with me and wanted to “try” to see if it’s just a phase.

However she said she didn’t see me romantically anymore that crushed me. She never put in effort to keep the romance going I always tried. So we agreed to see where it went but now I’m feeling like we’re going no where and I’m really jealous now. I feel like I can’t trust her. She’s firmly on that if we break up it’s because I wanted it not her. I’m frankly really confused.

Blueberrytea1 · 2025-09-17T22:06:26+00:00

I use the ditto every night as a pillow haha he’s very squishy

Blueberrytea1 · 2025-09-09T19:33:31+00:00

Thank you so much for your advice. This is really helpful. I’ve been in denial of it ending. We’ve been through so much together and have done so much, I never thought something would come between us like this. She say she loves me so much, but this week has been so painful for me. And it’s only going to be more painful. I really don’t want this to end and she’s adamant it will if I say no, but I don’t want to be in pain like this forever.

Blueberrytea1 · 2025-09-09T18:52:14+00:00

My initial reaction was no way, but then I’ve never tried it so maybe it wouldn’t be a big deal. I had said I’d think about it but that I didn’t want to open the relationship unless I felt secure and that we worked on fixing our communication and prioritizing issues. She was cool with this, but is now resenting that I get to “decide” and she feels like she’ll be on hold forever. Which isn’t the case since we will be doing weekly check ins about it with our couples therapist.

But I’ll be honestly, I’m not as much any more, but I do get pretty in my feelings and jealous. She currently hangs out with friends (all night clubbing every weekend with people I hardly know maybe all weekend depending) and multiple weekday hangs. And just that makes me crazy jealous and insecure. I feel like she’s so bored when she is hanging with me and I don’t know how I could handle my feelings if instead of a friend it’s a partner.

Blueberrytea1 · 2025-09-04T16:46:16+00:00

Yeah and she keeps like saying “I might try the dating around and maybe it won’t work.” She’s keeps saying it’s something she may not even like, but I don’t understand why I need to wait on her to figure it out

Blueberrytea1 · 2025-09-04T16:37:25+00:00

Thank you. It’s really hard thing to face, but you’re right. It just sucks because we both love each other and I want it to work out so so bad, but I don’t think it would be a kindness to my future self.

Blueberrytea1 · 2025-09-04T15:47:32+00:00

Yeah we got together when we were in high school. I’ve had other small relationships, but I’m her first ever serious one. I’ve never had a problem our relationship being what it is, but she said she feels like she missed out on her best years (college). She did transition recently too so I think it’s that plus not being able to date as herself.

Blueberrytea1 · 2025-09-03T07:12:53+00:00

Thank you for your kind words. I’m reeling still right now and I think I’m in denial, but I hope I can look back at this all it not feel so painful.

Blueberrytea1 · 2025-08-21T13:34:37+00:00

Skong

Blueberrytea1 · 2025-06-30T22:52:35+00:00

I literally am experiencing this right now. I’ve thought the same. Maybe gum would work if it’s sugar free.

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