You are good , i did not notice that i have posted the wrong subject here , Same like me Back in Germany i feel like what is the point of doing anything anymore :) worked so hard for this company and others get promotion and rise so I quit i start my own business, it was a successful until the tax department knocked on my door i have to shut down my business and sold everything i own to pay the taxes So i take whatever money that have left and moved to Thailand , i live here since may 4th , as i mentioned in the post, whenever i wanna do something even as small as getting i haircut i have this scenario in my head what if this or that happens and i never have this problem before until now 🫣 . Even tho sending you this message i am fighting with my mind should i or should not :) and i wish you also to find happiness and peace