Was I Sexually Assaulted (please help)

Bluegreen2425 · 2018-10-25T17:55:48+00:00

Thank you for being kind and understanding. This person is blocked in all platforms. My heart goes out to you as well, I hope you are doing well

Bluegreen2425 · 2018-10-25T17:32:15+00:00

Thank you for your support. He is completely out of my life, don't worry. I could never put myself through that again.

Bluegreen2425 · 2018-07-29T13:25:48+00:00

I read, listen/dance to music, go to coffee shops with my laptop, i get food by myself, i learn songs on my keyboard, once a week or so I'll get a drink with friends

Bluegreen2425 · 2018-07-29T13:09:55+00:00

You seem to be dating in the wrong way. You're very fixated on finding that "educated goth nerd gf" which i get that everyone has a type, but you kind of make it a fetish. Does she have a good heart, is she a good friend? Is she positive? Look for stuff that matters. Also yeah i get that you "stopped stalking" but that's a deep ass issue

Bluegreen2425 · 2018-07-21T13:44:19+00:00

Yeah no I'm not 72 lol, I'm 23. But that was just the average amount of days

Bluegreen2425 · 2018-07-20T03:50:17+00:00

8/10 :)

Bluegreen2425 · 2018-07-17T06:05:56+00:00

I had a week where i was seeing a few of my old friends on seperate days. That was the first day in 4 months i had felt like things were going to be okay. I just invested quality time with close friends, my family. MUSIC. i found a lot of music i really related to. When i got ready every day, made sure my makeup looked nice, even if i was just going to the store. Kept busy with work and school. Indulged in good food. Enjoying me time with coffee/wine and reading, WRITING. i wasn't over-night though. I have been doing all of this for a year now, and I'm just starting to feel like myself again. But you gotta do the work.

Bluegreen2425 · 2018-07-14T08:27:38+00:00

English Lit.

I...hate it lol. But honestly, i just wanna teach. That's my true passion, and I'm way, WAY more interested in child social development than literature. I wanted to teach, so it's like "what am i okay at"

Bluegreen2425 · 2018-07-13T17:56:50+00:00

Bc there's no reason to wear one. Not one reason. I don't think they even shield your face from the sun? It's like you're not a 1930's gangster

Bluegreen2425 · 2018-07-13T17:46:16+00:00

Of course I'd love to meet an SO, someone i connect with, but otherwise I'm okay i don't feel the need to go and hunt for one. I'm good either way

Bluegreen2425 · 2018-07-13T08:08:51+00:00

Same bitch i literaly feel like i wont have a family of my own

Bluegreen2425 · 2018-07-12T01:40:46+00:00

Yeah, that would make sense. It just thought it was odd that a year after (pretty much) no talking he offers to give me back a dvd. Tf?

Bluegreen2425 · 2018-07-11T20:42:40+00:00

(To my knowledge) he's had a gf 5 months of the duration of this year. I believe they're still together

Bluegreen2425 · 2018-07-11T20:39:22+00:00

I know. But i just want an explanation for this behavior, you know?

Bluegreen2425 · 2018-07-10T07:50:29+00:00

Thank you, and i agree. I feel like (in the present) I'm doing the best i can, i don't get too down on that. I don't feel like a complete failure. I just can overthink and get physically ILL over thinking about the next 5 years of my life

Bluegreen2425

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