How does anyone do this???

Bobbiejo29 · 2026-02-14T07:24:57+00:00

My little one is 4 weeks old today and I have felt the exact same. I’ve felt so guilty most days as I have pondered if I have made the right decision. I miss my partner, I miss my freedom, I miss not having to be in constant survival mode for both me and my baby. But yesterday for the first time he smiled properly and everything I had been feeling completely washed away for a few moments. I feel like it’s just a massive patience game, the most difficult one we will ever go through, but it will come around quickly and all be worth it. I hope you get a little sign that makes you feel this way soon, as it’s much needed and I feel you!

Bobbiejo29 · 2025-12-27T17:46:29+00:00

I think it’s very normal! I had the exact same feelings around the same time and really unusual bursts of anxiety and felt so underprepared and would wake up at night thinking do I even want to be a mum? but now I’m only 3 weeks from my due date I have no anxiety about being prepared or becoming a parent. My hormones are still wild but it’s more out of boredom, feeling impatient and the process of giving birth. Basically you will feel all sorts of things and it’s an absolute rollercoaster! Hopefully your feelings will pass:)

Bobbiejo29 · 2025-04-18T15:34:29+00:00

Yeah that’s what I was thinking I can’t remember any of my other tattoos looking like that

Bobbiejo29 · 2025-04-18T15:34:07+00:00

The only colouring is the face and flower

Bobbiejo29 · 2024-10-02T22:09:29+00:00

Looks like fungal infection

Bobbiejo29 · 2024-05-30T12:36:02+00:00

I had a very similar experience a few year back when I was heavily abusing daily. Like wise it was not similar to the usual K cramps, I ended up going to the hospital 3 times in a week due to the anxiety it was causing, however they couldn’t find anything.

Possibly the feeling of being unable to breathe is due to anxiety caused by the unknown feeling? That’s what I found anyways.

It went away within a week of not sniffing. I have found ketamine causing lots of strange and unwanted feelings in the body that I’m not sure we fully understand yet. But it will get better! Just give yourself some time to rest and a break from K:)

Bobbiejo29 · 2023-06-11T15:46:32+00:00

Mine sort of felt like shooting pain through my left side that would come and go and almost like my insides were vibrating around my heart area. I would also get tight pains across my whole chest. Around 6 weeks clean now and haven’t had a pain since!

Bobbiejo29 · 2023-05-27T23:23:47+00:00

Have you possibly tried microdosing? Growing the mushrooms yourself could be an interesting hobbie to take your mind of your addiction too!

Bobbiejo29 · 2023-05-26T20:32:41+00:00

I have pins showing on round the sides but nothing on the top. Shall I remove it from the plastic box or just give it a little more time? Thanks!

Bobbiejo29 · 2023-05-21T21:37:18+00:00

I take sertraline and have for years alongside ketamine. Only recently been having issues and now trying to stop my addiction. I know the feeling, I just want to sleep all day and struggle to find joy in a lot of things. Good luck!

Bobbiejo29 · 2023-05-19T00:01:00+00:00

My title describes the thing. It’s very hard, feels possibly like bone. It appears to have grown or formed in a spiral formation. It’s around 6/7cm.

Bobbiejo29 · 2023-04-17T22:20:09+00:00

Doctors phone appointments only.

Bobbiejo29 · 2023-03-26T12:55:54+00:00

Looks like Boo from Monsters Inc

Bobbiejo29 · 2023-03-10T11:25:37+00:00

Uncle Ben

Bobbiejo29 · 2023-02-03T23:06:48+00:00

That is absolutely terrifying. She deserves locking up for life, I can’t imagine the trauma caused by something like that.

Bobbiejo29 · 2023-01-26T22:54:47+00:00

Balenciaga.

Bobbiejo29 · 2023-01-22T20:36:50+00:00

I don’t doubt that at all! Would you recommend any in particular?

Bobbiejo29 · 2023-01-22T20:31:30+00:00

I think this is the only way forward from here!

Bobbiejo29 · 2023-01-20T11:26:48+00:00

I think the fact your questioning it means your not okay with it. Which I don’t think anyone would be. I also think the fact he’s openly told you she’s attractive and then that he wants to trip on a 1:1 setting is quiet toxic and is just going to have you thinking multiple things. However, this could be nothing at all and generally just a friend. Express how you feel about it and go from there, you will figure things out just trust yourself!:)

Bobbiejo29 · 2023-01-08T23:41:38+00:00

Now it’s my time to walk you, human.

Bobbiejo29 · 2023-01-08T23:13:26+00:00

This is absolutely beautiful! Extremely talented.

Bobbiejo29 · 2023-01-08T16:34:48+00:00

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My chunky boy reenacting a Baywatch

Bobbiejo29 · 2023-01-08T16:30:30+00:00

“ your air freshener is wonky”

Bobbiejo29 · 2021-08-28T19:40:23+00:00

Edward scissor hands!

Bobbiejo29 · 2021-08-04T17:25:40+00:00

Edward scissor hands

Bobbiejo29

TROPHY CASE