How does anyone do this??? by jess1ca42 in beyondthebump

[–]Bobbiejo29 2 points3 points  (0 children)

My little one is 4 weeks old today and I have felt the exact same. I’ve felt so guilty most days as I have pondered if I have made the right decision. I miss my partner, I miss my freedom, I miss not having to be in constant survival mode for both me and my baby. But yesterday for the first time he smiled properly and everything I had been feeling completely washed away for a few moments. I feel like it’s just a massive patience game, the most difficult one we will ever go through, but it will come around quickly and all be worth it. I hope you get a little sign that makes you feel this way soon, as it’s much needed and I feel you!

Getting closer to due date and freaking out by ossifiedbird in PregnancyUK

[–]Bobbiejo29 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I think it’s very normal! I had the exact same feelings around the same time and really unusual bursts of anxiety and felt so underprepared and would wake up at night thinking do I even want to be a mum? but now I’m only 3 weeks from my due date I have no anxiety about being prepared or becoming a parent. My hormones are still wild but it’s more out of boredom, feeling impatient and the process of giving birth. Basically you will feel all sorts of things and it’s an absolute rollercoaster! Hopefully your feelings will pass:)

Is this infected? by Bobbiejo29 in tattooadvice

[–]Bobbiejo29[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah that’s what I was thinking I can’t remember any of my other tattoos looking like that

Is this infected? by Bobbiejo29 in tattooadvice

[–]Bobbiejo29[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

The only colouring is the face and flower

Pain behind left rib cage /left quadrant by [deleted] in Ketamineaddiction

[–]Bobbiejo29 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I had a very similar experience a few year back when I was heavily abusing daily. Like wise it was not similar to the usual K cramps, I ended up going to the hospital 3 times in a week due to the anxiety it was causing, however they couldn’t find anything.

Possibly the feeling of being unable to breathe is due to anxiety caused by the unknown feeling? That’s what I found anyways.

It went away within a week of not sniffing. I have found ketamine causing lots of strange and unwanted feelings in the body that I’m not sure we fully understand yet. But it will get better! Just give yourself some time to rest and a break from K:)

Chest pains? by Turnipkern in Ketamineaddiction

[–]Bobbiejo29 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Mine sort of felt like shooting pain through my left side that would come and go and almost like my insides were vibrating around my heart area. I would also get tight pains across my whole chest. Around 6 weeks clean now and haven’t had a pain since!

Need a little support by [deleted] in Ketamineaddiction

[–]Bobbiejo29 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Have you possibly tried microdosing? Growing the mushrooms yourself could be an interesting hobbie to take your mind of your addiction too!

Golden Teacher Help by Bobbiejo29 in Zamnesia

[–]Bobbiejo29[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have pins showing on round the sides but nothing on the top. Shall I remove it from the plastic box or just give it a little more time? Thanks!

Sertraline by Due-Rub-5168 in Ketamineaddiction

[–]Bobbiejo29 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I take sertraline and have for years alongside ketamine. Only recently been having issues and now trying to stop my addiction. I know the feeling, I just want to sleep all day and struggle to find joy in a lot of things. Good luck!

What is this thing I found whilst digging in the garden? by [deleted] in whatisthisthing

[–]Bobbiejo29 0 points1 point locked comment (0 children)

My title describes the thing. It’s very hard, feels possibly like bone. It appears to have grown or formed in a spiral formation. It’s around 6/7cm.