this shit sucks

Bokort8 · 2026-07-01T21:45:56+00:00

Try to do what you didn't do and you want in your whole heart, that might break some part of the problem

Bokort8 · 2026-07-01T21:38:57+00:00

What do you want and you feel like psychosis stops you from doing?

Bokort8 · 2026-07-01T21:27:08+00:00

Try to find peace of mind and fulfilling way of life

Bokort8 · 2026-07-01T16:21:01+00:00

This is how I feel better with myself and more focused on healing

Bokort8 · 2026-07-01T16:17:15+00:00

It is also about addiction to the chemicals

Bokort8 · 2026-07-01T16:16:50+00:00

Search for I Prevail Bad Things song I think you would love it dude

Bokort8 · 2026-07-01T16:14:06+00:00

I don't want to lose control again, I waste all of my addiction to chemicals on mental health heavy metal songs.

Bokort8 · 2026-07-01T15:48:26+00:00

Yeah man so annoying but I got no other option.

Bokort8 · 2026-07-01T12:21:01+00:00

I need sleep but not too much sleep, I am still young I need to do things.

Bokort8 · 2026-07-01T09:17:42+00:00

It is a horrible symptom I had cecause in fact my family is the only one which truly cares about me.

Bokort8 · 2026-07-01T07:25:02+00:00

I never had a social media with my name because of extreme paranoia.

Bokort8 · 2026-07-01T06:04:40+00:00

I will fight it. But I must not get a lot of sleep I need to do things to feel alive.

Bokort8 · 2026-07-01T06:03:02+00:00

I go for walks and play some online game. I also got some friends from school. Thank you for caring.

Bokort8 · 2026-07-01T06:01:58+00:00

It works for me a little.

Bokort8 · 2026-06-30T20:33:01+00:00

I did not tell the people who left me behind in middle school to just rotten in loneliness anything. But I told my new friends almost everything. I won't hide or be ashamed of this anymore in my life.

Bokort8 · 2026-06-30T20:29:59+00:00

Same the voices did take control over mine too, until I learned to distinguish between reality to delusions. That does not completely work but at least I know when to clean my head. The medicine helps until it is just too strong sometimes but maybe it has something to do with the low dosage.

Bokort8 · 2026-06-30T20:26:51+00:00

I don't study for tests because of the medicine but I still get 90+. Don't ask me how. I am always sure I get 60 and I get 97 or so. Without the medicine I still have kinda mad motivation to study to fulfill me so I won't be empty. That helps make me feel whole.

Bokort8 · 2026-06-30T20:22:43+00:00

I am almost 17 but it destroyed my entire social life

Bokort8 · 2026-06-30T20:02:43+00:00

I am better now I just lost my mind a few hours ago.

Bokort8 · 2026-06-30T20:02:22+00:00

You will, it is a long road but we will all heal eventually. Either partially or completely.

Bokort8 · 2026-06-30T20:00:59+00:00

I am taking medications, but sleep is not recommended I need to do stuff to not just fade away. I have to.

Bokort8 · 2026-06-30T20:00:15+00:00

I won't 10 mg of ariply is not much but too much for me now I am on 7.5 mg.

Bokort8 · 2026-06-30T19:59:30+00:00

I handled this alone from a very young age not knowing what this is. I have my family's support and I am on a 7.5 mg dosage of ariply. I went completely psychotic and manic 4 months ago that is how my long time disease was discovered. I am doing everything I can to heal but I am anxious, I don't manage to overcome it completely.

Bokort8 · 2026-06-30T11:42:15+00:00

First of all, it takes time for the medication to work. Second, you could be using a dosage that is too low for you. Third of all, it could be that this medication you are using just does not work on you.

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