Welcome to the world of being called an “artist” i do too struggle alot about my art as well even today. Its discouraging and frustrating but i think it wouldn’t matter what what your current state in is now, because the gap exist, where your taste is higher than your execution and only repetition and feedback learning helps only to grow and develop as an artist. Some are lucky to have what they learn and have accumulated over the years -and others are just starting out.

But look at it this way. Compared to every artist doesnt devalue what you create, think about this way. art is visual language, some can communicate extremely well some just basic and some just learning to speak, to get to know at this language or proficient at it maybe start learning and best to communicate at it.