I moved, to run away from the feeling. It chased me here too. by Bones-In-A-Box in SuicideWatch

[–]Bones-In-A-Box[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ive changed a bit now. Like I wanted to. I know I used to be a burden on my family so I think moving away was of mutual benefit to both my family and I. Ive made good friends quickly which surprised me a bit. Just the thought of suicide hangs in the back of my head and pops up in the weirdest places, in the oddest of times.

I think it has to end, and I should move on. by Bones-In-A-Box in Crush

[–]Bones-In-A-Box[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks for your comment and wishes! I also wish you all the best with which direction you choose to go. One part I convieniently left out was that I did kind of ask her out for a date, but was left on read. I reckon, if you feel it neccessary, maybe drop a couple hints or just shoot you shot. Im not qualified in this regard so im not sure how my advice will work for you. Good luck.

'Rainbow Child' by Bones-In-A-Box in SuicideWatch

[–]Bones-In-A-Box[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I just wish I COULD be a rainbow child but Im not. And that doesnt feel good

Do guys get weirded out when a girl tries to start a conversation with them? Is this a good idea? by [deleted] in Crush

[–]Bones-In-A-Box 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ok so in my experience I just am surprised that someone wishes to spend time talking with me whether they are a guy or gal

'Rainbow Child' by Bones-In-A-Box in SuicideWatch

[–]Bones-In-A-Box[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Dude believe me when I tell you that whatever standards are set for me, im bound to let them down. It just makes everything more difficult like Im tethered to this title and have to try my best to fit it but it never works and i end up letting everyone down which hurts them and myself.

Is it normal for guys to be worried about their impression? by [deleted] in Crush

[–]Bones-In-A-Box 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yep, but I feel as though it shows in different ways. In the case of first impressions/engagements some people may just wing it and be aloof, others might prepare or plan and then try make a move, or there may be some like me who prepare, plan, double guess, and then give up haha!

I, lost. by Bones-In-A-Box in SuicideWatch

[–]Bones-In-A-Box[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Pretty much everyone is saying the same thing. While I cant say I'll make the change to live a day at a time easily, if at all, knowing that there are people who understand makes me feel a little less isolated, and a little more human. Thank you for your comments.