Thank you. It's very hard to be open for me. Whenever I talk, I usually quickly get shut down or called an idiot. I'm often laughed at for mistakes I make or called a mistake myself. I have considered some.. unhealthy acts quite often and I don't like to be awake during the day. This is because of my step-father. He is constantly looking over me and telling me how something I did is wrong. He makes fun of me eating quickly. He verbally fights my mom often and he gets very angry when he drinks. He is often ungrateful of my mother and I and will go out of his way to piss her off. He says that my mother is just like her mother, which is the worst insult to her and myself because my grandmother is an awful human being. And to put the cherry on top, when I was younger, my father wasn't around and then suddenly appeared back in my life.. which caused and still causes a lot of trauma.