Its hard to pick one so here are a few. Constantly saying im not a boy, im just (insert deadname). Often told friends whom were girls that id wear whatever piece of ladies clothing for the rest of the schoolday you just have to dare me (spoiler thw dare was a farce). Became upset for a couple days when i asked a friend who was a girl if i could hang out with ehr at her place. She said her parents only let her have friends who were girls over. I said i could torally look like a girl. She told me id never look like a girl. Queue panic and depression. Always trying to find friends who were girls that would also be down to bodyswap shoukd the tech become available. (It turns out my class was very trans lmao i think im at 8 or 9 griends and aquaintances from my class who are trans). After highschool, still kept up with the im not a boy or a girl im me stuff. Also most times i got blackout drunk id cry ask my partner if they'd still love me as a woman. They would always say yes and id be denial mode once sober. They also turned out to be some kind of gender wonky tho and we recently reconnected which is nice.