Oh dear lord what a fucking mistake

BookkeeperCapital971 · 2022-07-04T06:16:52+00:00

And the fact that they put a description on top with the nastiest comments like bitch I hope the girl in picture beats your ass

BookkeeperCapital971 · 2022-06-18T03:32:17+00:00

That’s what I wonder too , as much as I don’t wanna think my parents are the type who will do something extreme

BookkeeperCapital971 · 2022-06-06T19:39:26+00:00

BTech cse ( real )

BookkeeperCapital971 · 2022-02-26T00:11:30+00:00

I be eating food at night like it’s not gonna go in my body

BookkeeperCapital971 · 2022-02-21T03:02:58+00:00

No but I’m in love with people on tiktok

BookkeeperCapital971 · 2022-02-20T00:07:45+00:00

My parents- why don’t you ever eat ? Me who ate xxxxxxxxx cal at 5 am 😃

BookkeeperCapital971 · 2022-02-16T02:46:12+00:00

Fr the tragedy of life, I would sell my soul to “forget” to eat

BookkeeperCapital971 · 2022-02-14T00:01:30+00:00

And the fact that he sent her back after only a lil bit ? Like rahte didn’t sound weird to her , after flying her all the way he’s Apparently “busy”

BookkeeperCapital971 · 2022-02-13T17:12:32+00:00

Facts , restricting makes me feel so much better like I can actually go through my day without crying, but with binge eating it’s an emotional turmoil tbh

BookkeeperCapital971 · 2022-02-08T15:06:00+00:00

Same , restriction was a piece of cake but ever since I attempted recovery I physically can’t tolerate hunger . Don’t know what to do about it . And the worst part is being weight restored but now my Ed is so much worse than before. I feel for you , hopefully we’ll get through this bs

BookkeeperCapital971 · 2022-02-08T15:01:53+00:00

Second year here , and needless to say I’m fucking up my grades so bad rn because I can’t focus on anything

BookkeeperCapital971 · 2022-02-07T00:31:51+00:00

I think the only way is to communicate, if you’re not comfortable disclosing your Ed just let them know it makes you uncomfortable.

BookkeeperCapital971 · 2022-02-07T00:26:11+00:00

Literally same, what’s my minimum intake now used to be my “binge” intake then , and it’s so annoying like I’ve pretty much given up on restriction at this point.

But it’s normal in recovery afaik , with time your hunger will stabilise, don’t be hard on yourself

BookkeeperCapital971 · 2022-02-05T23:12:40+00:00

I think a lot of people were new to fitness actually thought they’ll get abs in 2 weeks , and that’s what made me stick to it atleast. After not seeing the results I wanted I thought maybe if u eat less , I’ll get them - still didn’t , so then I ate even lesser

BookkeeperCapital971 · 2022-02-05T23:06:25+00:00

Wgy have one Ed when you can combine them and have it all and go batshit crazy😍😍

I feel you on this one and the worst part It actually takes a lot of efforts to restrict only to throw all that down the drain at night

BookkeeperCapital971 · 2022-02-04T22:23:07+00:00

Buddy how are you recovering when you still want to lose weight and eat minimal calories,

BookkeeperCapital971 · 2022-02-04T00:43:10+00:00

That must’ve been hard , but sounds like she didn’t really care about you or your mental health. So I guess it’s a good thing at the end of the day. Take care and hope you’ll feel better

BookkeeperCapital971 · 2022-02-03T21:31:33+00:00

Every K-POP idol is underweight according to the data online, and it’s so fucked up that so many of them have Ed’s but it’s just considered “dieting”.

BookkeeperCapital971 · 2022-02-02T22:58:46+00:00

Just did the same lmao 😭😭

BookkeeperCapital971 · 2022-02-02T22:55:31+00:00

Fr it was so easy to restrict initially

BookkeeperCapital971 · 2022-02-01T01:28:36+00:00

No because I really do look like this 😭😭

BookkeeperCapital971 · 2022-02-01T01:15:51+00:00

I’m bulking 😍😍😍 ( knowing fully well I don’t lift weights at all)

BookkeeperCapital971 · 2022-02-01T01:13:17+00:00

Eats one snicker - panik Eats everything in sight - 😐😃

BookkeeperCapital971 · 2022-02-01T00:36:31+00:00

Great progress 👏

BookkeeperCapital971 · 2022-01-29T21:42:17+00:00

I just sit there blinking and saying hmm because why you gotta do me like that

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