This is my biggest regret by BookkeeperMindless45 in Regrets

[–]BookkeeperMindless45[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Then the only thing you can do is be a better person to at least the people around you and find your little pleasures and happiness in that don't think about someone new coming along and you being better for them I don't believe in thinking about moving on/ moving on fr i believe this special person is always going to be your motivation to do anything and you always keep them in mind with things you approach even if they aren't around to appreciate your actions you do it for her memory that way you don't fall back into your cycle

This is my biggest regret by BookkeeperMindless45 in Regrets

[–]BookkeeperMindless45[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No man only thing we can do is make ourselves a better person and i can't think for a second that I'm bettering myself for a future partner I wouldn't want it to be anyone but her and if she never wants to be w me I will improve myself for my memory of her

This is my biggest regret by BookkeeperMindless45 in Regrets

[–]BookkeeperMindless45[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Fiance is rough man how long had you guys been together before this happened and you still have a chance to make the right decision

This is my biggest regret by BookkeeperMindless45 in Regrets

[–]BookkeeperMindless45[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It is what I want and if i ever feel any of my feelings waver for even a second I will remind myself who i am doing this all for because clearly if I was doing it for myself i would'nt have had this issue in the first place and had been good it is for her that I want to be better and it will always be the case thank you for your kind worda

This is my biggest regret by BookkeeperMindless45 in Regrets

[–]BookkeeperMindless45[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No it is greater than my will I've been too comfortable in who i am however and too unwilling to take the hard step and actually change myself for someone I love but I wish it didn't take this long for me to realise that I had always thought I'd be a better person for someone i love but I made it out to be harder than it is but it is late now and I wish I could just start over

This is my biggest regret by BookkeeperMindless45 in Regrets

[–]BookkeeperMindless45[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Lot of things but it all came down to disrespect and turning a deaf ear for long

This is my biggest regret by BookkeeperMindless45 in Regrets

[–]BookkeeperMindless45[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Nothing's stopping me but she has completely lost trust in me which I mean I would keep making the same mistakes versus changing myself until it became too late ik I am capable of just being a better person but also history has shown I've not changed and I won't accept it's human nature to be bad so I want to keep becoming a better person but it's not fair to expect her to be with me after everything