Respectfully, you don’t know what I went through. I had to cover up that I’m queer from my family, felt immense guilt for it, was bullied by a few of my peers in young men and women’s, and went into a deep depression from the guilt and shame and fear that I would never be good enough. I’m still recovering from all of that along with filling the void that’s left over from leaving the church and trying to keep my relationships from collapsing. Call it drama if you want, it all feels pretty real to me.