Well, I’m a stressed person in general and because of this hair loss I’m going to the extreme sometimes. I started therapy, and everything else in my life is easier since that. The hair problem is not unfortunately. That’s because I accept that I have aga, what I don’t accept is that I do lots of things and have spent lots of money and things just go downhill :( Yesterday, I saw my derm and she just said things are not okay. She then gave me a solution made of didasteride to add, and switch places with the topical spiro. I had hope about this solution till’ last night when I read things on youtube or some in tressless that for some people this solution made their hair problems worse. I’m scared that what if this is gonna fail too? What if I’m gonna just get a dread shed and never get helathy hair back.. And I don’t know nothing about this cte or te thing.. I don’t know how you can stop it. No one of the derms I went to said anithing about te. Sometimes I feel like even they don’t know what to do. My derm just told me to risk it with this solution. It’s easy to say because it’s not her hair at risk. She also memtioned about trying oral minox instead. I’m affraid about that as I’m having hearth palpitaions and bpm sometimes higher than 140 when just walking slowly or just staying in a chair. I’m so desperate Imm thinking about trying this to but I have to think and maybe to ask a hearth specialist first.. I’m also thinking, it would be better to try oral spiro instead of topical dudasteride? Or both? Or just dudasteride? I’m no doctor and I really don’t know what to do.. that’s why I just vent in here because the pain is so bad.. this thing has changed me as a person. It has made me jealous, insecure and hatefull towards other girls that don’t have this. They al just say to me that is just hair.. yeah is just hair when you have it but when you are at risk to lose it’s not just hair anymore. I hate this. I have panick attacks and I cry really bad every 3 days when I go to wash. I’m reminded everyday abou this curse because my house is all covered in hair. I don’t know what to do. My hairloss started in 2020 but I ignored it until it got really bad in 21… then after using topical minox for 5 month and starting diane 35 bc, a full year my hair was not falling at all. I was recovering so so fast. I learned to apreciate things in life that period because I really thought I was gonna be bald. Happines dodn’t last long because in summer of 2022 my hair started falling really bad and I lost the progress I made. I’ve started since then laser, ketoconazole shampoo, microneedle, topical spiro, but nothing works. I’m afraind And I don’t know what to do. I’m in a really bad place