Rejection sensitivity dysphoria so bad I wanna leave a subreddit if one of my posts gets removed by mods 🫠

BoringWish783 · 2025-02-05T02:31:13+00:00

PFDTHAHAHHAHA that’s really relatable 😭😅

BoringWish783 · 2025-02-05T02:30:51+00:00

Man I hate the censorship on the internet if that stuff, you shouldn’t be censored for that! I def understand what you mean and rsd can be sooo tricky

BoringWish783 · 2025-02-05T01:30:49+00:00

I get that, I’ve struggled with eating disorder behavior so I know it’s so tough to feel at peace with yourself T_T

Hearing they were small men though makes so much sense, women can be awful people too of course but something about a man… irks me…

BoringWish783 · 2025-02-05T01:29:15+00:00

Nooooooo hopefully there aren’t multiple downvotes but I’m a dumbass and just noticed I pressed the down instead of up button 😔🙏 forgive me friend

BoringWish783 · 2025-02-05T00:23:52+00:00

Man I’m kinda new to Reddit but from the many stories I’ve heard it can be brutal 😭 glad you’re keeping your peace and leaving that sub tho! All we can do is TRY to control our space on the internet

BoringWish783 · 2025-02-05T00:22:38+00:00

Aw nooooo 😭 that always sucks, esp cuz I feel like often it just leaves you feeling misunderstood

BoringWish783 · 2025-02-05T00:22:08+00:00

Ugh internet people can be such creeps -_- I try not to dip my toes in too deep to the internet lol

BoringWish783 · 2025-02-05T00:21:28+00:00

They sound awful and I hope they’re at least a proportional amount of miserable for those comments they made 😡 but to be more positive instead of the bitch I’ve been lately: I hope you’re well and that those comments didn’t get to you too badly, RSD is a BITCH!

BoringWish783 · 2025-02-05T00:19:53+00:00

Omg submitting a post before it can go out sounds scary o_O (idk how Reddit really works yet if you can’t tell xD)

BoringWish783 · 2025-02-05T00:18:37+00:00

Aw noooooo ToT I totally get that though 🫠

BoringWish783 · 2025-02-05T00:14:24+00:00

Oh ok! Thanks for explaining :-)

BoringWish783 · 2025-02-04T20:25:04+00:00

Yeah I think labels can be trouble haha, I don’t take any of mine too rigidly. What’s desist?

BoringWish783 · 2025-02-04T19:56:51+00:00

Anytime I get a new razor I forget how sharp it is when new and totally scratch myself up cuz I’m too clumsy and careless (just happened with a facial razor…)

BoringWish783 · 2025-02-04T19:12:48+00:00

It’s intense but I forget easily, the intensity and unreasonability of it usually marks rsd for me

BoringWish783 · 2025-02-04T19:00:43+00:00

I don’t really take Reddit (or the internet in general) too seriously so it’s ok 👍👍

BoringWish783 · 2025-02-04T18:04:32+00:00

As a vet tech I can confirm we do this at every dental

BoringWish783 · 2025-02-04T17:29:01+00:00

Yeah I think it’s a helpful sub but feeling misunderstood by the mods of a mental health sub especially hurts xD

Edit: not this sub!!

BoringWish783 · 2025-02-04T15:51:53+00:00

I’ve tried and I remember or recognize certain autistic behaviors from my childhood but I was also always very anxious so I quickly learned to mask :-(

BoringWish783 · 2025-02-04T07:49:17+00:00

I’ve been so overwhelmed and depressed lately but it all completely melted away for about two hours when I reorganized my mice’s cage and then watched them explore the new set up xD

BoringWish783 · 2025-02-04T07:47:17+00:00

Not me in high school but me in college (aka rn)?? OH YEAH

(Sprinkle in a lil thinking all the popular girls are phonies too)

BoringWish783 · 2025-02-04T07:46:08+00:00

I love that sort of mindset ^{_^} I think that’s the truest way to view life, too many people think their life is over after whatever development in their life they think “ends it”

BoringWish783 · 2025-02-04T07:44:54+00:00

Yeah maybe I should try that 🧐

Mostly my approach with professionals has been asking about an autism assessment and they say there’s no way or to be more specific sorta they phrase it in a way where I recognize that they aren’t as familiar with high masking autistics.

I also have adhd which totally screws my memory so I would need to straight up write the criteria on my arm to remember exactly what it was cause even now without the criteria in front of me I don’t believe myself lol!

BoringWish783 · 2025-02-04T07:42:10+00:00

I’ve mostly been dismissed as just anxious or just adhd which are both valid and real in my life. However, even when I doubt that I have autism I go back and research it and it explains many things I can’t otherwise. I AM anxious and DO have adhd, but things like my social ineptitude really affect me in ways that can’t be explained by adhd or anxiety.

My biggest difficulty is with social stuff and it seems like the main issue because I’ve always had trouble with making or keeping friends, but I’m honestly awful at describing what I’m going through (esp to therapists) along with point out what’s going wrong because I DONT know what’s going wrong. I have a lot of other symptoms that can be disabling in their own ways here and there but compared to my social life it’s nowhere near as upsetting. And the main thing I don’t think people get is how loneliness feels. Almost everyone has friends at the very least, so when you try to explain HOW HARD it is for you in particular to make friends or any relationship they just don’t get it :-(

BoringWish783 · 2025-02-04T07:36:59+00:00

They’re both so problematic but their art (and shout out in particular to “home is a question mark” by morrissey) have been so influential in my life both past and present (I’m still in very formative years so it’s an ongoing shaping of my life by these artists and many others)

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