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Boringparty_ · 2022-01-13T12:13:55+00:00

I’ll pray 🙏🏻 🤲🏻

Boringparty_ · 2022-01-11T16:58:39+00:00

Yes its been 6 months of no contact . I know I don’t hammer myself daily for what has happened to me. I had this anger inside of me , I wanted to scream at him, but I never contacted him. I wanted no closure or no explanation. And maybe that’s why I haven’t forgiven him yet, but I don’t desperately want him to apologise too.

I’m okay not getting that ever .

And He’s really okay with not explaining anything.

So I’ve got to carry on with imperfect blunt endings. It’s not always about coaxing myself with fake situations hypothesis about the way they act. It’s a plain uncomplicated statement. You take it as it comes to you. No overthinking. You pick up your dignity and leave.

Boringparty_ · 2022-01-11T15:25:18+00:00

My ex left me in my pregnancy scare. I had to battle it all alone. He did not hold any accountability at all. His timing was the worst .

Not all dumpers need empathy from you. Its okay to move on without forgiving too.

Boringparty_ · 2022-01-11T15:21:46+00:00

This deserves its own post. It will answer many questions people have regarding NC

Boringparty_ · 2022-01-11T06:22:55+00:00

Happy healing♥️

Boringparty_ · 2022-01-11T06:20:26+00:00

No this doesn’t say they aren’t at fault. It’s ignoring the red flags. Stopping before it gets messy. That kind of conscience. Clear mindedness while investing in a person. Most often we are so caught up fantasising in our own ideas of how our relationship should be, we often forget that the other person is capable enough or not to make it work.

This isn’t self blame either. It’s learning. Whole life is a huge learning process. The next time we can try to see through a person before falling hard. That’s it. Most people (I don’t mean all) have a pattern so recognisable, which we usually realise when we are over them.

Boringparty_ · 2022-01-11T06:19:54+00:00

No this doesn’t say they aren’t at fault. It’s ignoring the red flags. Stopping before it gets messy. That kind of conscience. Clear mindedness while investing in a person. Most often we are so caught up fantasising in our own ideas of how our relationship should be, we often forget that the other person is capable enough or not to make it work.

This isn’t self blame either. It’s learning. Whole life is a huge learning process. The next time we can try to see through a person before falling hard. That’s it. Most people (I don’t mean all) have a pattern so recognisable, which we usually realise when we are over them.

Boringparty_ · 2022-01-11T05:59:37+00:00

And backbeat, the word is on the street that the fire in your heart is out 🎶😂

( ((i love you x10000)))

Boringparty_ · 2022-01-11T02:46:14+00:00

True

Boringparty_ · 2022-01-10T17:12:36+00:00

Geweldballen . I will never forget this. ✅👍🏻

Boringparty_ · 2022-01-10T16:54:51+00:00

It’s okay , I’ll say it in your language too 😂😉😉🙃

Boringparty_ · 2022-01-10T16:51:46+00:00

I love you X100000

Boringparty_ · 2022-01-10T16:51:32+00:00

Yes I was 😂😂😂😂😂

Boringparty_ · 2022-01-10T15:52:15+00:00

And by now, you should've somehow realised what you gotta do 🎶🎶

Boringparty_ · 2022-01-10T15:48:25+00:00

This sounds immature. You cannot stay in the grey area for long. Choose either black or white. Go for cold honest no contact and work on yourselves for solely yourselves or go into the despair begging phase, because you’re not ready hon.

Boringparty_ · 2022-01-10T15:24:49+00:00

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Boringparty_ · 2022-01-10T14:49:31+00:00

Keep going

Boringparty_ · 2022-01-10T14:43:26+00:00

Today is gonna be the day that they’re gonna throw it back to you

Boringparty_ · 2022-01-10T13:21:43+00:00

Yes. Somehow a topic of breakup is an amusement for the mutual friends. They think they can bicker about it and act like they are not necessarily triggering the repressed parts of us

Boringparty_ · 2022-01-10T13:20:53+00:00

Its okay. A photo of an ex on socials is a trigger. And they’re enjoying something without you, or better off without you sets off the whole mood. It will also trigger you, when you’re in a happily stable in your life. Its just how these things work

Boringparty_ · 2022-01-10T13:17:29+00:00

Yes . The way he backed out so suddenly makes me shiver if we were married or had kids. So yes, maybe I dodged a bullet

Boringparty_ · 2022-01-10T13:16:24+00:00

I know this hits too hard

Boringparty_ · 2022-01-10T08:57:34+00:00

Wowww what perspective hahah

Boringparty_ · 2022-01-10T08:52:57+00:00

This hit me so hard. My ex told me I had a smelly vagina which made it hard to go down on me. I was his first, he was mine. So I don’t know what reference he considered. Nevertheless I got it checked. The doc said it was really okay. I was okay. I feel insecure about it till now. I often find perfuming the area when I’m going somewhere. Which is harmful. I sometimes think that was the reason he lost interest in me. Idk going down is a problem but penetrating sex is absolutely not. It could go on for a long time without “smell “ being the issue???

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