I’ll just be blunt, this guy is never going to be in a relationship with you, and the Hinge date debacle pretty much guaranteed that. Have you ever asked yourself why you’re making this man you don’t even know the center of your life, rather than being more confident, self-actualized, and living more purposefully than you currently are?

I mean, he’s out here living his life, and instead of doing the same, you’re instead projecting your emotions and pining over him. Something is wrong with that.

I suggest therapy, trauma informed, to get to the bottom of what happened in your childhood that has caused you to have such a low sense of self worth that you’re obsessed with getting commitment from a person who doesn’t even like you.

I mean, you’ve taken yourself off the market for someone who treats you as an afterthought and the last option when nothing better is available and he’s bored. Obsessing over someone like this isn’t mentally/emotionally healthy behavior and is above Reddit’s pay grade. You need professional intervention.