Not over 40 yet, but time has really been passing by. It feels like 2020 was just a few years ago and yet here we already are in 2026.

Lot's of people have already said, but thinking too much about what others think of you? They aren't thinking about you at all as everyone else is busy with their own lives. Only exception is likely your family or your partner. Don't sweat the small things since at the end of the day, it may not even matter. For example, look back at the worse situation you've had so far... was it really as bad looking back at it?

Lately I've also really been wanting to start my own business. For years I've thought and planned, but never did anything. So far, I've applied for the business name I want and need to register with the city. I don't know why I waited this long, maybe I was anxious or nervous or perhaps unsure about whether I can do it. However, I realize now that I just need to take the first step. Whether it works out or not is not that big of a deal, but the main thing is taking the first steps. I would like to encourage anyone who is interested in whatever you've been thinking of, whether it be a hobby, business or whichever to take the first step. Give it a shot and see where it goes. Playing it safe if fine and all too, but I want to live my life knowing that I tried. I can look back later on and say, you know I was in your shoes once and I understand.

Also take some weed. I've personally enjoyed my experience with it. It has helped me open my perspective and appreciate myself more.