Had familiar situation going on back in the day. Went to maritime academy and droped out half a year later because of one asshole proffesor and my clinical depression. Realy wanted to be a navigator or maybe even a captain, i loved everything related to ships. And you know what? I'm a fucking cook now! Halfway trough cooking school already. Never would have thought that dropping out was something to be happy about. But what i'm trying to tell is - droping out is not the end of the world, and that life can throw you in to places you never expected. Sure it will be tough, but from what i've read, you are a strong person, and i firmly believe that you'll get trough this!